Thoughts on My First Substack Article Please - It's About Elon Musk Posting My Old Troll Bait

[MoonMetropolis]

btfo'd glowniggers by being a NEET

Truthfully, I wasn't actually a NEET, though. I was enrolled in college classes and was moving to a college campus soon. I was just, as usual, taking as many classes online as I possibly could.

 

[Lurker]

Have you watched 'zellig yet, and if so, what do you think about it? One thing you may like is that at the end of the series, Maya stays antisocial and declines an offer to play a board game with her adoptive sisters, which I liked because it subverted the trope of introverts/autists undergoing character development ("redemption" in the eyes of neurotypicals) by becoming extroverts and disavowing their previous isolation.

What advice do you have for someone who was in a similar situation to yours (high school graduate, lifelong sperginess, extremely nihilist/cynical worldview, and severe internet addiction since the age of 12) before you were arrested, if any? If someone asks me what my hobbies are, should I just stop lying and say my main hobby is browsing the internet?

You might like reading the blog of Damian Haglund, an extremely online gen alpha school suicider (for context, he brought a pellet gun to school and intentionally allowed police officers to shoot him) who had a very similar philosophy to what you described as being your worldview before prison, except for him school took the role that prison did for you. His blog was deleted by google sites, but is archived (warning: due to a html bug in any archived google site these pages will auto-reload unless you either disable javascript or click the stop loading page button, and this can get you rate limited from the internet archive)

HaglundWebforum.jpg - Elephant

You know what I hate? The ATF, no explanation needed. You know what I hate? annoying and unnecessary sounds. Especially you snobby frickos that do that while eating, it's disgusting. I wish I could gather all these people up and line them up, and then just spray them with raid, except human raid.

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HaglundWebforum.jpg - Popularity

I myself like popularity, I don't know if others will relate but I find popularity to be one of the biggest forms of love a person can receive. love is more than human bf gf, or anything related, its society living one another and us loving ourselves. Dude my flipping iPad glitched out and I had

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What do you think about Gamergate/similar communities in 2024, and in what ways would you say that Gamergate has changed since before you were arrested?

Before your arrest, did you ever view anti-SomethingAwful spinoffs such as Something Awful Sycophant Squad, The New Effort, or Something Sensitive? They were essentially proto-Rdrama sites, with SomethingAwful filling the role of Reddit.

Would you agree with the statement that capital punishment is more ethical than a life sentence in an American prison? And how does Anders Breivik fit into your view on prisons?

 

[Soynic Hedgehog]

no way this is you?

 

[Fortuna]

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no way this is you?

It is him.

 

[Soynic Hedgehog]

I absolutely hate Null and his entire clique of tryhard unfunny clittycel retards, but I've never personally gotten into it with him. I'm sure that he would flip out if he saw what I regularly wrote about him on rDrama, just like he flips out whenever anyone says literally anything bad (i.e. true) about him. I have to give Kiwicels credit for somehow managing to be even bigger losers than the lolcows that they obsessively stalk and document. It's pure psychological projection at its finest.

This this this fucking this. Null is a pretentious annoying projecting nigger. His kiwitroons are similar. Don't touch the poo.

Also did they let you use the internet in prison?

 

[Soynic Hedgehog]

Have you watched 'zellig yet, and if so, what do you think about it? One thing you may like is that at the end of the series, Maya stays antisocial and declines an offer to play a board game with her adoptive sisters, which I liked because it subverted the trope of introverts/autists undergoing character development ("redemption" in the eyes of neurotypicals) by becoming extroverts and disavowing their previous isolation.

What advice do you have for someone who was in a similar situation to yours (high school graduate, lifelong sperginess, extremely nihilist/cynical worldview, and severe internet addiction since the age of 12) before you were arrested, if any? If someone asks me what my hobbies are, should I just stop lying and say my main hobby is browsing the internet?

You might like reading the blog of Damian Haglund, an extremely online gen alpha school suicider (for context, he brought a pellet gun to school and intentionally allowed police officers to shoot him) who had a very similar philosophy to what you described as being your worldview before prison, except for him school took the role that prison did for you. His blog was deleted by google sites, but is archived (warning: due to a html bug in any archived google site these pages will auto-reload unless you either disable javascript or click the stop loading page button, and this can get you rate limited from the internet archive)

HaglundWebforum.jpg - Elephant

You know what I hate? The ATF, no explanation needed. You know what I hate? annoying and unnecessary sounds. Especially you snobby frickos that do that while eating, it's disgusting. I wish I could gather all these people up and line them up, and then just spray them with raid, except human raid.

web.archive.org

HaglundWebforum.jpg - Popularity

I myself like popularity, I don't know if others will relate but I find popularity to be one of the biggest forms of love a person can receive. love is more than human bf gf, or anything related, its society living one another and us loving ourselves. Dude my flipping iPad glitched out and I had

web.archive.org

What do you think about Gamergate/similar communities in 2024, and in what ways would you say that Gamergate has changed since before you were arrested?

Before your arrest, did you ever view anti-SomethingAwful spinoffs such as Something Awful Sycophant Squad, The New Effort, or Something Sensitive? They were essentially proto-Rdrama sites, with SomethingAwful filling the role of Reddit.

Would you agree with the statement that capital punishment is more ethical than a life sentence in an American prison? And how does Anders Breivik fit into your view on prisons?

KYS zelligpedo

 

[Lurker]

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KYS zelligpedo

I was lurking on the sharty and the soyjak wiki before the great purchase

 

[Pepsilord]

NormalGODS won btw

 

[MoonMetropolis]

Have you watched 'zellig yet, and if so, what do you think about it? One thing you may like is that at the end of the series, Maya stays antisocial and declines an offer to play a board game with her adoptive sisters, which I liked because it subverted the trope of introverts/autists undergoing character development ("redemption" in the eyes of neurotypicals) by becoming extroverts and disavowing their previous isolation.

I have not watched Ongezellig yet, but I will soon, as I keep hearing about it on sites like this. I know that it's highly polarizing, to say the least.

What advice do you have for someone who was in a similar situation to yours (high school graduate, lifelong sperginess, extremely nihilist/cynical worldview, and severe internet addiction since the age of 12) before you were arrested, if any? If someone asks me what my hobbies are, should I just stop lying and say my main hobby is browsing the internet?

I suppose, don't make the same mistakes that I did, although that should be very obvious. Don't spend large amounts of time in toxic online communities. Also, this goes for all autistic people: don't trust anyone, ever. This is a world run by predators and people with autism like us are seen as easy prey.

You might like reading the blog of Damian Haglund, an extremely online gen alpha school suicider (for context, he brought a pellet gun to school and intentionally allowed police officers to shoot him) who had a very similar philosophy to what you described as being your worldview before prison, except for him school took the role that prison did for you. His blog was deleted by google sites, but is archived (warning: due to a html bug in any archived google site these pages will auto-reload unless you either disable javascript or click the stop loading page button, and this can get you rate limited from the internet archive)

HaglundWebforum.jpg - Elephant

You know what I hate? The ATF, no explanation needed. You know what I hate? annoying and unnecessary sounds. Especially you snobby frickos that do that while eating, it's disgusting. I wish I could gather all these people up and line them up, and then just spray them with raid, except human raid.

web.archive.org

HaglundWebforum.jpg - Popularity

I myself like popularity, I don't know if others will relate but I find popularity to be one of the biggest forms of love a person can receive. love is more than human bf gf, or anything related, its society living one another and us loving ourselves. Dude my flipping iPad glitched out and I had

web.archive.org

I had never heard of him before, but he definitely sounds interesting.

What do you think about Gamergate/similar communities in 2024, and in what ways would you say that Gamergate has changed since before you were arrested?

Looking back, Gamergate was essentially the progenitor of the modern alt-right. Modern internet chud culture can be traced back to Gamergate on 4chan. You don't hear the term Gamergate used very much today, of course - the movement has largely been encompassed into the broader culture wars.

Before your arrest, did you ever view anti-SomethingAwful spinoffs such as Something Awful Sycophant Squad, The New Effort, or Something Sensitive? They were essentially proto-Rdrama sites, with SomethingAwful filling the role of Reddit.

No, I had never heard of those. Something Awful still exists, but it hasn't been even slightly relevant since I was in elementary school.

Would you agree with the statement that capital punishment is more ethical than a life sentence in an American prison? And how does Anders Breivik fit into your view on prisons?

I don't support capital punishment, as I don't believe that the government should have the ability to kill its own citizens. I do, however, support vigilantes killing certain people. I certainly didn't shed any tears for Richard Huckle, to use one perfect example. For many people, prison is indeed a fate worse than death - and, for many others (like Huckle), prison is itself a death sentence.

Someone like Anders Breivik is never going to be rehabilitated, but I would still oppose state execution of him out of sheer principle.

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Yes. When I first went to prison, I was, obviously, not in a good place. I was sort of in a state of shock - a daze-like state - and I also thought that, if I acted as crazy as possible, it would help me in court. That wild-looking, Charles Manson-esque 2018 mugshot - which was taken after spending several months in solitary confinement - is a good representation of my deeply frazzled state of mind at the time, except that it was even worse when I was first arrested. The lesions on my forehead in that mugshot were from picking at my skin, which is a bad nervous habit that I've had since childhood (but it got much worse when I was placed in solitary confinement).

As previously stated, I now resemble the leader of some skinhead biker gang, although that was never my intention.

 

[MoonMetropolis]

The incident with Elon Musk posting my old bait article is the subject of this Australian Associated Press article: https://www.aap.com.au/factcheck/fake-white-genocide-article-reappears-gets-retweeted-by-elon-musk/

The author approached me via email before its publication. I've since made two corrections to his article, which haven't been made yet. There was never an author photo of "Emily Goldstein" attached to the Thought Catalog article, and the "Emily Goldstein" article was published before my arrest, not after. Otherwise, the AAP author did a good job, and I'm glad that he didn't portray me as some kind of monstrous sociopath.