Schizo doedoedoes's PERSONAL blog thread (shit nobody cares about & other stuff)

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

his fucking laptop has lefty stickers on it INCLUDING THE BLACK PANTHER PARTY AND A FLAGMAP OF AFRICA
HES NOT EVEN BLACK I DONT KNOW WHAT HE IS

FIDEL CASTRO CHE GUEVARA ETC ETC
BLUD IS ONTO NOTHING

 

[Sagehardt]

his fucking laptop has lefty stickers on it INCLUDING THE BLACK PANTHER PARTY AND A FLAGMAP OF AFRICA
HES NOT EVEN BLACK I DONT KNOW WHAT HE IS

This popped up in my mind

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

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This popped up in my mind

IM BEING GENUINE WHEN I SAY IT LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE THAT OH MY GOD I THINK MY PROFESSOR IS A SOYBOY WITH HAIR

 

[Goot]

his fucking laptop has lefty stickers on it INCLUDING THE BLACK PANTHER PARTY AND A FLAGMAP OF AFRICA
HES NOT EVEN BLACK I DONT KNOW WHAT HE IS

obviously a jew

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

rad140 and enclomiphene arriving on november 1st
probably gonna get my hands on them by exactly a week from now HOPEFULLY

in the meanwhile i gotta buy a BUNCH of shit
mass gainer, NAC, minoxidil, benzoyl peroxide and probably another tub of pre-x since im about to run out
im sure not many people have read whats in here but if you're just getting here its gonna get more interesting as time goes on
the nervous attitude i had before isn't there anymore but that's probably because i know that something REALLY out of the ordinary has to happen for this to go south

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

the decision has already been made and is irreversible
not like i'm gonna go back on this anyway this is gonna fix a lot of stuff i think needs to be fixed
and, if my family or friends or any of my irls find out, then so be it

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

now is the time for me to "lock in"
i have been lazy and lackluster for too long and with the 'roids coming within the next 5-7 days i need to make the absolute best of these next 9 weeks because i know that if i don't then i will have paid an insane amount of money for nothing
i'm thinking of temporarily cutting everyone i know off solely to focus on my dream, the end objective
my dream is so close
but all i need to do now is put in that last 5%

 

[Yes]

watch your porch mayne

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

watch your porch mayne

erm saar i actually got one of my friends to get it sent to them for me in exchange for free food for a week saaar
worth it though cant have my parents know a damn thing about this geg

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

life update:
art class still sucks
I miss my girlfriend
roids are coming on Nov 1st and I'll get my hands on them probably a week from now

 

[Fortuna]

art class still sucks

What kind of art?

roids are coming on Nov 1st and I'll get my hands on them probably a week from now

Still a bad idea I think.

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

What kind of art?

contemporary/modern "art"
which usually would be pretty goddamn easy if we didnt have like 5 hours worth of homework every day

Still a bad idea I think.

understandable view and you have nearly stopped me from making that decision
fortuna i think you're one of the few people in my life who actually care about me and i don't even know what your voice sounds like
you're a great guy i hope you know that

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

2 days 2 days 2 days 2 days i need to hurry up lock in get ready
things are gonna change and they're gonna change quick
i'm going to evolve and change and i need to brace myself

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

today i almost got hit by a van because some fucking hippie faggot who was crossing the same street as me signalled for the van that was waiting at the intersection to turn (which he did) and it was 2 feet away from hitting me or at the very least crushing my foot and crippling me
anyway i'm getting my roids tomorrow and i'll post proof they're mine and not some image i got on google
the package arrived at my friends house this afternoon
i gotta stuff cotton balls into the bottles so they dont rattle and alert anybody
i also need to get minox and NAC but NAC is more important because i'd rather be balding at 16 than have liver failure

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

this cycle is nuking the shit out of my bank account nac is 21 fucking dollars at walgreens and minox is 15
fuck

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK THANK GOD

 

[Fortuna]

this cycle is nuking the shit out of my bank account nac is 21 fucking dollars at walgreens and minox is 15
fuck

Nobody is forcing you to do it. Surely it is against your faith?

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

Nobody is forcing you to do it. Surely it is against your faith?

majority of scholars say that it's permissible but discouraged
it's dependent on the intention, if you're using it to cheat at natural bodybuilding shows or intentionally harm yourself it is considered sinful but i'm not doing either of those
i know it sounds like mental gymnastics but God knows best, and if I am doing something wrong in his eyes, it's my fault

 

[Fortuna]

majority of scholars say that it's permissible but discouraged
it's dependent on the intention, if you're using it to cheat at natural bodybuilding shows or intentionally harm yourself it is considered sinful but i'm not doing either of those
i know it sounds like mental gymnastics but God knows best, and if I am doing something wrong in his eyes, it's my fault

I just don't get why you're spending so much money to risk health issues over getting bigger at such a young age.

 

[doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe]

I just don't get why you're spending so much money to risk health issues over getting bigger at such a young age.

everything i wanted when i was younger
the goal i have had since i started
it's happening and i need to take advantage of it