Schizo doedoedoes's PERSONAL blog thread (shit nobody cares about & other stuff)

a friend of mine agreed to pick up the package on my behalf and give it to me
once card payment reopens I'll only have to wait 2-5 business days before I get my hands on what I've been wanting for so long
 
havent posted for a bit so heres an UPDATE ON THE CURRENT LIVING SITUATION OR SOMETHING
CARD PAYMENT ISNT BACK YET. FOR FUCKS SAKE HOW LONG DO I NEED TO SIT HERE AND WAIT I WANT MY ROIDS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW [angry][angry][angry]
all good though but i'm fucking terrified i gotta catch up on all this gotdam work for art and im so fucked ohmygod
last 2 lifts were subpar at best but i had a pretty gnarly arm day today
my back and shoulders have stopped hurting luckily but hopefully in the future the roids help with recovery and whatnot
 
havent posted for a bit so heres an UPDATE ON THE CURRENT LIVING SITUATION OR SOMETHING
CARD PAYMENT ISNT BACK YET. FOR FUCKS SAKE HOW LONG DO I NEED TO SIT HERE AND WAIT I WANT MY ROIDS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW [angry][angry][angry]
all good though but i'm fucking terrified i gotta catch up on all this gotdam work for art and im so fucked ohmygod
last 2 lifts were subpar at best but i had a pretty gnarly arm day today
my back and shoulders have stopped hurting luckily but hopefully in the future the roids help with recovery and whatnot
art? art class?
 
art? art class?
i have to take fucking art classes twice a week and it's a graduation requirement
it's not even a "class" its a goddamn pathway meaning this is something i am genuinely supposed to care about or the school will email my parents and request a meeting
which they literally did like 7 hours ago
i didn't do jackshit in that class FUCK it hurts
 
i have to take fucking art classes twice a week and it's a graduation requirement
it's not even a "class" its a goddamn pathway meaning this is something i am genuinely supposed to care about or the school will email my parents and request a meeting
which they literally did like 7 hours ago
i didn't do jackshit in that class FUCK it hurts
sounds like some more gay faggotry scna that you just have to slog through
that sucks man, I hate those shitty courses
 
sounds like some more gay faggotry scna that you just have to slog through
that sucks man, I hate those shitty courses
i feel like sisyphus but instead of being damned to push a rock up a hill forever i have to make abstract art and do gay coloring shit nobody cares about
 
god fucking damn when is this stupid website gonna open up debit card payments again
"check tomorrow bro we dont have an ETA yet" LET ME BUY MY FUCKING ROIDS I WILL GIVE YOU MY MONEY [angry] [angry] [angry] [angry]
 
The thought of people using steroids confuses me. If someone goes to the gym just to get bigger muscles and not for anything to use those muscles on, would the satisfaction you get from eventually getting the gains you desire not be from the hard work you put in to achieve it? Would taking steroids not just lessen that feeling of satisfaction you get from being stronger? When you manage to life twice as much as you could before do you think that it was you who worked hard to that point or was it just the steroids carrying you there?
 
The thought of people using steroids confuses me. If someone goes to the gym just to get bigger muscles and not for anything to use those muscles on, would the satisfaction you get from eventually getting the gains you desire not be from the hard work you put in to achieve it? Would taking steroids not just lessen that feeling of satisfaction you get from being stronger? When you manage to life twice as much as you could before do you think that it was you who worked hard to that point or was it just the steroids carrying you there?
stronger is better nigga as long as you don't fuck up your body
 
The thought of people using steroids confuses me. If someone goes to the gym just to get bigger muscles and not for anything to use those muscles on, would the satisfaction you get from eventually getting the gains you desire not be from the hard work you put in to achieve it? Would taking steroids not just lessen that feeling of satisfaction you get from being stronger? When you manage to life twice as much as you could before do you think that it was you who worked hard to that point or was it just the steroids carrying you there?
There are heights you can only achieve with anabolic steroids. However usually you get to your natural limit before starting them which is why I was so confused.
 
havent posted for a bit so heres an UPDATE ON THE CURRENT LIVING SITUATION OR SOMETHING
CARD PAYMENT ISNT BACK YET. FOR FUCKS SAKE HOW LONG DO I NEED TO SIT HERE AND WAIT I WANT MY ROIDS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW [angry][angry][angry]
all good though but i'm fucking terrified i gotta catch up on all this gotdam work for art and im so fucked ohmygod
last 2 lifts were subpar at best but i had a pretty gnarly arm day today
my back and shoulders have stopped hurting luckily but hopefully in the future the roids help with recovery and whatnot
art class was easy n chill so i didn't complain abt it. my teacher was nice too.
 
The thought of people using steroids confuses me. If someone goes to the gym just to get bigger muscles and not for anything to use those muscles on, would the satisfaction you get from eventually getting the gains you desire not be from the hard work you put in to achieve it? Would taking steroids not just lessen that feeling of satisfaction you get from being stronger? When you manage to life twice as much as you could before do you think that it was you who worked hard to that point or was it just the steroids carrying you there?
I completely understand this thought process but natural lifting and the human body does have limits, especially regarding muscle fatigue or overexercise
there are a lot of things that go into a successful cycle and you still need to work insanely hard to get the absolute most out of it
even if it is a period of having more gains than others typically would it still isn't a magic pill that'll just randomly give you 27 pounds of weight out of nowhere
you need to eat and train like you've never eat and trained before
roiders get classified as lazy but a lot of people who do take steroids end up looking natural which is insanely disappointing and it's because they don't put in the work, and I refuse to let that happen
 
I completely understand this thought process but natural lifting and the human body does have limits, especially regarding muscle fatigue or overexercise
there are a lot of things that go into a successful cycle and you still need to work insanely hard to get the absolute most out of it
even if it is a period of having more gains than others typically would it still isn't a magic pill that'll just randomly give you 27 pounds of weight out of nowhere
you need to eat and train like you've never eat and trained before
roiders get classified as lazy but a lot of people who do take steroids end up looking natural which is insanely disappointing and it's because they don't put in the work, and I refuse to let that happen
So you want to look abnormal?
 
either i've been fully radicalized or i am in the process of being radicalized and surprisingly its not /pol/ in fact i barely use it in the first place
watching politicians live their lives with families and money as they allow thousands of people to die and enable it has enraged me beyond belief
every violent video i see that has political implication enrages me i can't stop hearing the screams and the cries for help and it makes me fucking angry
this isn't just a thing that applies to palestine either these people let in immigrants by the thousands and they rape and kill little girls
i am fully convinced that every position of power in the united states is held by a cabal of evil satanist pedophiles who have no regard for human life and will gladly exchange the blood of their countrymen for money
i fucking hate the government i hate glowies i hate them all they need to be slaughtered like animals
 
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