Yeah, I understand you better, then. I believe he was just using disability in a context of a different meaning, not the medical term, but to define a hindrance to his life.
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It was kind of both, really. I am completely aware it is not an actual disorder or anything like that, but I like to perceive it as one internally. I would never try to force that belief on others.
In my mind I think of it as a real issue with my brain, maybe not like my autism but somewhat similar. However, I believe it is still my responsibility to deal with it.
Well, I'd say it can be overcome, buddy, just as all sin can be overcome. There's this one friar I've been reading a bit about, he's an Eastern Orthodox feller, Seraphim Rose was his name, and he was a homosexual for some years of his early adult life, too, before he threw it all out in pursuit of Christ. You've similarly done a great job in resisting Satan's grasp. I will be honest with you in that I do not really know how you can escape the homosexuality in your head, since I have no experience of the psychology about the matter, of course, but I will be praying for you and will encourage you to start reading a bit of scripture every night or so, to help your heart better know The Lord. Bless you.
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Maybe I am holding myself back with the mindset that it's permanent. Or at the very least that I can't learn and develop skills to reduce its "power". It's obviously not a neurological disorder, and since that's the case it should be possible to defeat it.
And as I just typed that I realized a critical flaw in my thinking: that change must always happen quickly. If I keep thinking like that, I won't get anywhere. Patience is very important.
That all sounded a bit silly and like common sense, but it's revolutionary to me.
I'll start looking for material tonight. Thanks again.
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I ended up compromising again and decided to buy a $100 Timex. My dad ordered it this morning. I think it'll be okay, it has a solar panel and the crystal is sapphire instead of glass (rare at this price point).
Kinda had to go through a humiliation ritual on Amazon trying to find a strap that would fit my 5.5" wrists though.
Kinda had to go through a humiliation ritual on Amazon trying to find a strap that would fit my 5.5" wrists though.
X Immigrant
Hyperboreanizing soy culture
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Hyperboreanizing soy culture
Sounds like Cleveland Brown
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the soyence told me bulking is aktully le bad
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Why dough?
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something something food you eat something something goyslop is bad something something
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Even though foods can be healthy and filling at the same time(the term is 'wholesome')
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i didnt really do anything today, in fact i wont be doing shit until saturday when i have my driving lesson
i need to get a fucking job so i can have shit to do but i dont have a car nor a license and im not walking an hour to work every day
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Make a wish kid
did you get a haircut yet?
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fuck it, im gonna flip a coin. i cant make up my mind. heads is gonna be me buzzing it off, tails is gonna be me keeping it.
i will report back very soon.
