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doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
majority of scholars say that it's permissible but discouraged
it's dependent on the intention, if you're using it to cheat at natural bodybuilding shows or intentionally harm yourself it is considered sinful but i'm not doing either of those
i know it sounds like mental gymnastics but God knows best, and if I am doing something wrong in his eyes, it's my fault
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I just don't get why you're spending so much money to risk health issues over getting bigger at such a young age.
 
Fortuna said:
I just don't get why you're spending so much money to risk health issues over getting bigger at such a young age.
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everything i wanted when i was younger
the goal i have had since i started
it's happening and i need to take advantage of it
 
Fortuna said:
Are you not?
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i don't look very good in a t-shirt i just kinda look like a regular guy
to be honest i'm starting to have second thoughts i'm kinda scared i don't know
i'm scared of my mom and dad finding it and putting me in a mental institution or disowning me or the mental effects of it giving away my usage to my parents
the friend who accepted the package heard rattling and thought it was steroids and asked me if it was and now i'm terrified
i'm gonna put cottonballs in the bottles so they don't rattle but the thought of getting caught still mortifies me and is what keeps me up at night
it'll be over in 8 weeks, one and done
 
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
i don't look very good in a t-shirt i just kinda look like a regular guy
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So what?
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
to be honest i'm starting to have second thoughts i'm kinda scared i don't know
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You should be, I think. It's pretty dangerous.
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
the friend who accepted the package heard rattling and thought it was steroids and asked me if it was and now i'm terrified
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Why did his mind jump straight to steroids??
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
i'm gonna put cottonballs in the bottles so they don't rattle but the thought of getting caught still mortifies me and is what keeps me up at night
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Well don't do it.
 
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
i don't look very good in a t-shirt i just kinda look like a regular guy
to be honest i'm starting to have second thoughts i'm kinda scared i don't know
i'm scared of my mom and dad finding it and putting me in a mental institution or disowning me or the mental effects of it giving away my usage to my parents
the friend who accepted the package heard rattling and thought it was steroids and asked me if it was and now i'm terrified
i'm gonna put cottonballs in the bottles so they don't rattle but the thought of getting caught still mortifies me and is what keeps me up at night
it'll be over in 8 weeks, one and done
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Why don't you just naturally gain muscle? Don't make the impulsive decision to hurt your body with that.
 
>doe doe doe
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Fortuna said:
it hurts
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I care about you and I'm gonna promise and reassure you that this will not be happening again
I know what I'm doing, and I know the risks and potential consequences
rest assured I will be safe and careful, steroids are not to be taken lightly
I know that you're still gonna be worried no matter what I say but I promise all will be well [wholesome]
 
holy shit i'm not doing this again
i think i have mild myocarditis, breathing and my heartbeat feel really weird
i don't think doing this was a good idea
@Fortuna you were right i'm sorry
 
Fortuna said:
How do you know you have myocarditis?
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i read a case about a 16 year old who took the exact same stuff that i did and he got myocarditis and the symptoms are nearly exactly what i have just less severe
it was one dose but it was enough to mess with his heart muscles
i should've listened to you fortuna i'm sorry
 
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
i read a case about a 16 year old who took the exact same stuff that i did and he got myocarditis and the symptoms are nearly exactly what i have just less severe
it was one dose but it was enough to mess with his heart muscles
i should've listened to you fortuna i'm sorry
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What did you take again?
 
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
rad140
i'm a fucking idiot i'm throwing this shit out i'm never using shit like this ever again
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update i took some ibuprofen (childrens ibuprofen, we don't have regular ibuprofen for some reason) and the symptoms seem to have gone away luckily
all is well [wholesome] seems like google is telling me the problem will fix itself in about 6 weeks
i think i'm either gonna throw them away or wait until my body fully develops to even consider taking something like that (25+)
 
Imagine how somebody who puts a phone into his pocket and his sperm count.
 
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