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[ArmaLite]

Today was rough. Had to drive for 3 hours because my father felt like it. Almost got in an accident too. I don't think I would've died if things went differently (was going 40 mph/64kmh) and the other fucker was pretty much stopped (xe was starting to pull out but didn't see me for some reason), but I'm a little shaken up. I think I'm going to start appreciating life more. It really can change in an instant. And to think I'm going to have to drive nearly every day soon... ugh.

 

[ArmaLite]

nothing has happened lately. i got a new keyboard and mouse and it's nice.
i just want to be done with school. it feels like time is grinding to a halt as i approach the last day. the only thing that gets me through most shit is ritalin kek.
today my left contact ripped and now i can only really see out of my right eye. it's not even 10 AM. absolutely lovely.

 

[Satoko]

nothing has happened lately. i got a new keyboard and mouse and it's nice.
i just want to be done with school. it feels like time is grinding to a halt as i approach the last day. the only thing that gets me through most shit is ritalin kek.
today my left contact ripped and now i can only really see out of my right eye. it's not even 10 AM. absolutely lovely.

Are you in college?

 

[ArmaLite]

Are you in college?

senior year of high school kek
i'm just running out of steam honestly. i must be retarded because everyone else seems to be doing fine. not in any danger of becoming a super senior but still.

 

[Satoko]

senior year of high school kek
i'm just running out of steam honestly. i must be retarded because everyone else seems to be doing fine. not in any danger of becoming a super senior but still.

Are you worried about college or something?

 

[ArmaLite]

Are you worried about college or something?

i'm actually waiting a year before i go to college. my parents don't think i'm disciplined enough and they'd like me to work a shitty job for a while to fix that. odd, i know. college looks a lot more appealing than high school because of how its structured, but there's a lot of heckin responsibility that comes with that. i don't think i'll get anything beyond a two-year degree anyway.

 

[Satoko]

i'm actually waiting a year before i go to college. my parents don't think i'm disciplined enough and they'd like me to work a shitty job for a while to fix that. odd, i know. college looks a lot more appealing than high school because of how its structured, but there's a lot of heckin responsibility that comes with that. i don't think i'll get anything beyond a two-year degree anyway.

Wait do you want to neet?!

 

[ArmaLite]

Wait do you want to neet?!

i wish i could but i know i can't and i'd probably be miserable after a while of doing it. getting a job and having le heckin successful life seems easy on paper.

 

[Satoko]

i wish i could but i know i can't and i'd probably be miserable after a while of doing it. getting a job and having le heckin successful life seems easy on paper.

Is the USA really the land of dreams?

 

[ArmaLite]

Is the USA really the land of dreams?

for the average person born and raised here, no. maybe 50 years ago it was but things have changed a lot. sometimes i try to be all patriotic until i think a little harder and realize how shitty things are now. maybe it's just a side effect of me growing up; i was never really exposed to homeless people, violence, drugs, and other shit like that as a child. of course those things have always been around and always will be, but even my gen x parents think this country is quite a bit different than it was in the 80s-90s.

 

[Satoko]

for the average person born and raised here, no. maybe 50 years ago it was but things have changed a lot. sometimes i try to be all patriotic until i think a little harder and realize how shitty things are now. maybe it's just a side effect of me growing up; i was never really exposed to homeless people, violence, drugs, and other shit like that as a child. of course those things have always been around and always will be, but even my gen x parents think this country is quite a bit different than it was in the 80s-90s.

So you are saying that you can only make a career if you are an European migrant or do prestigious colleges such as Oxford,Harvard,Cambridge and company?

 

[ϪϪϪ]

senior year of high school kek
i'm just running out of steam honestly. i must be retarded because everyone else seems to be doing fine. not in any danger of becoming a super senior but still.

junior year here. i suck at school but i can deal with it and i also relate about how everyone seems fine but we're kinda struggling. You mentioned ritalin do you have ADHD? I feel like working is gonna be worse for some reason. Atleast i still got college soon and not just straight work

 

[Satoko]

junior year here. i suck at school but i can deal with it and i also relate about how everyone seems fine but we're kinda struggling. You mentioned ritalin do you have ADHD? I feel like working is gonna be worse for some reason

Is Ritalin some kind of meds or something?

 

[ϪϪϪ]

Is Ritalin some kind of meds or something?

yes
<i WILL take my meds

 

[ArmaLite]

Been a while. Havent done much with my life, but I'm graduating from ZOG academy in 2 1/2 weeks. I feel a bit better about life because my ZOG meds were adjusted and I take them later in the day now. Relationships weirdly arent interesting at all anymore. Could be meds. I got a book about Windows NT's development and I'm reading it for English. Attached is my aryan physique.
I plan to buy a used Dell Latitude with graduation gift money. Can't want to upgrade it.
Also this is.going to sound pathetic but if you want to talk to me about random shit just message me. I'm like an old person in that I can go on and on about whatever.

 

[SoytanEnthusiast]

What do you plan to do after graduating from ZOG Academy? Be a baby sacrificer?

 

[ArmaLite]

What do you plan to do after graduating from ZOG Academy? Be a baby sacrificer?

No, I'm only mixed (ashkenazi-white goyim mutt.) I plan on going into IT and getting a two-year degree at a community college. Will work for a year though before I start.

 

[ArmaLite]

Today has been significantly more interesting. Last night I decided to delete my Discord account because I felt like I was soon going to go down the path of degeneracy. Nothing crazy, but I feel like me spending 8 hours a day posting edgy memes and forming friendships with people I'd never meet isn't a good idea.
I did use the platform for IRL friends too (Android to iPhone communication is all SMS and will be until fall) but I don't mind using old SMS for a while. I was out of there in a hurry, too; I didn't even say goodbye to several people. Feel bad but it's probably for the best.
Anyway, I feel a lot more alive than I usually do. I've been eating more and forcing myself to have a better attitude. The book I've been reading for English is really interesting. I never thought programming an operating system would also require good people skills in addition to programming ones.

 

[lifesucksthenyoudie]

I did use the platform for IRL friends too (Android to iPhone communication is all SMS and will be until fall) but I don't mind using old SMS for a while.

 

[ArmaLite]

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