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One thing I noticed after being put on Escilatopram (10mg) is that I feel a lot less anxious about things in life (social encounters, work etc.) but that also makes me prone to oversharing and in turn it makes me angrier because I always feel like I'm talking too much/being fucking annoying to everyone else around me. This makes me more irritable and in turn makes it easier for me to have a sperg meltdown
 
Why is my eczema so bad. It's flaring like crazy and I haven't even done anything to make it worse. The worst part is that it's weeping eczema so everything's getting wet
 
I'm throwing my SSRIs away I can't take this shi no more. @Minuteman you were right the doctors are selling poison to us. And yet my father refuses to listen to me. Now I know why my memory is getting so foggy. Fucking pharma. Never trusting a doctor again. Pieces of SHlT!
 
I'm throwing my SSRIs away I can't take this shi no more. @Minuteman you were right the doctors are selling poison to us. And yet my father refuses to listen to me. Now I know why my memory is getting so foggy. Fucking pharma. Never trusting a doctor again. Pieces of SHlT!
you're probably not going to like this but you have to taper off of SSRIs, i'm not sure exactly what the process is but i wouldn't recommend going off of them cold turkey unless you're absolutely okay with feeling like shit for a week or two
 
you're absolutely okay with feeling like raisin for a week or two
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE; I can't fucking believe I was led to trust a doctor because he sounded nice and compassionate towards my deficiencies, it's genuinely over for me if I'm that retarded. I'm just going to start lying about my med intake now. Whenever my grandpa goes away to do some shít in the kitchen I'm immediately throwing my SSRIs away. I don't care about side-effects. I don't give a shít anymore, this has awakened me. If the price of being free is depression for a week or two, then so be it. FUCK DOCTORS
 
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE; I can't fucking believe I was led to trust a doctor because he sounded nice and compassionate towards my deficiencies, it's genuinely over for me if I'm that retarded. I'm just going to start lying about my med intake now. Whenever my grandpa goes away to do some shít in the kitchen I'm immediately throwing my SSRIs away. I don't care about side-effects. I don't give a shít anymore, this has awakened me. If the price of being free is depression for a week or two, then so be it. FUCK DOCTORS
don't throw 'em out, hide them and just try how it feels without them and then make a decision
 
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE; I can't fucking believe I was led to trust a doctor because he sounded nice and compassionate towards my deficiencies, it's genuinely over for me if I'm that retarded. I'm just going to start lying about my med intake now. Whenever my grandpa goes away to do some shít in the kitchen I'm immediately throwing my SSRIs away. I don't care about side-effects. I don't give a shít anymore, this has awakened me. If the price of being free is depression for a week or two, then so be it. FUCK DOCTORS
godspeed, forgive me for not understanding how unhappy you are with them
im already feeling a lot better without my antipsychotics
 
you're not thinking rationally, just hide them somewhere and see how it feels living without them for a week
My grandparents will notice. They're the sickest people in my neighbourhood and they have 500 types of meds stashed in this little closet in the middle of the hallway. They will absolutely know if I hide my SSRIs, and because I'm autistic, they think those medications are the only thing holding me back from killing them. That is obviously wrong. I'd do nothing to hurt my grandparents. I don't even know where they got that idea from. All I know is that this rotting poison is making me sick, mentally and physically.
TL;DR, NO, I cannot just hide them, they'd instantly notice the medications were missing.
 
My grandparents will notice. They're the sickest people in my neighbourhood and they have 500 types of milk and cookies stashed in this little closet in the middle of the hallway. They will absolutely know if I hide my SSRIs, and because I'm autistic, they think those medications are the only thing holding me back from killing them. That is obviously wrong. I'd do nothing to hurt my grandparents. I don't even know where they got that idea from. All I know is that this rotting poison is making me sick, mentally and physically.
TL;DR, NO, I cannot just hide them, they'd instantly notice the medications were missing.
cmon man there's definitely some places you can stash them, I don't say you should take them, if you feel fine after a week just throw them out
 
Obviously when my grandparents find out they will start fucking raging at me for wasting expensive medicine. I do not care. I do not care if they will listen to me or not. I'm their grandson, I've been living with them since I was 1 YEAR OLD, they should already know what's good for me or not.
 
I never needed to take mental medication when I was younger. Suddenly when I got diagnosed with Asperger's now I need these expensive meds that do nothing but destroy people. I need to find a way to get this title taken off me. I cannot live on as an autist, it is too fucking stressful for me and my family, tons of money gone down the drain with medicine just because of some stupid fucking label. I hate modern medicine.
 
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