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FerdinandDist

FerdinandDist

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I’ve been out of the blog for a while, I’ve been hit with a reality check, there is a possibility that I’ll be a sales guy or a wagecel after college (I’m majoring in finance) only good thing is I have a scholarship that pays for tuition, so I can’t waste my time in college now regardless, but I feel like it’s over for me and I’m not even 20 anymore, I hate everything around me, I hate video games, I hate nature, I hate everything, and to top it all off, I may never get a wife because I prefer introverted women, as a result I am afraid I will disappoint my family, they never got degrees, they own a house with a pool, I’ll be lonely and I might downgrade to an apartment worst case scenario possibly, how pathetic is that? I never gave much thought to it but now I realize, I’ll either need a wife or roommate to keep this house if I don’t hit 100k annually eventually when I get a job (assuming I even get a job related to finance) it seems like my life is doomed before it will truly begin
 
FerdinandDist said:
I’ve been out of the blog for a while, I’ve been hit with a reality check, there is a possibility that I’ll be a sales guy or a wagecel after college (I’m majoring in finance) only good thing is I have a scholarship that pays for tuition, so I can’t waste my time in college now regardless, but I feel like it’s over for me and I’m not even 20 anymore, I hate everything around me, I hate video games, I hate nature, I hate everything, and to top it all off, I may never get a wife because I prefer introverted women, as a result I am afraid I will disappoint my family, they never got degrees, they own a house with a pool, I’ll be lonely and I might downgrade to an apartment worst case scenario possibly, how pathetic is that? I never gave much thought to it but now I realize, I’ll either need a wife or roommate to keep this house if I don’t hit 100k annually eventually when I get a job (assuming I even get a job related to finance) it seems like my life is doomed before it will truly begin
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sales guy le bad even doe if you're good enough you'll make bank
 
ISTANBUL said:
That's grim.
Have you considered that maybe you're being a bit narrow minded? Maybe it's not as bad as you think.
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Maybe, but I’ve been looking at indeed a lot for this career, and i see a lot of financial advisor and wealth management positions, which are glorified sales jobs
 
dont be too grim on yourself, god is great or atleast greater than you. my brother worked a min wage at pizza store and grocery shop. but now he is an administer at a cyber security company

life is easy for the hardworking and sharp minded, i wish you all the luck unless you have nickacado avocado's only fans anus pic in youre hard drive. in that case i wish you burn in hell
 
FerdinandDist said:
I’ve been out of the blog for a while, I’ve been hit with a reality check, there is a possibility that I’ll be a sales guy or a wagecel after college (I’m majoring in finance) only good thing is I have a scholarship that pays for tuition, so I can’t waste my time in college now regardless, but I feel like it’s over for me and I’m not even 20 anymore, I hate everything around me, I hate video games, I hate nature, I hate everything, and to top it all off, I may never get a wife because I prefer introverted women, as a result I am afraid I will disappoint my family, they never got degrees, they own a house with a pool, I’ll be lonely and I might downgrade to an apartment worst case scenario possibly, how pathetic is that? I never gave much thought to it but now I realize, I’ll either need a wife or roommate to keep this house if I don’t hit 100k annually eventually when I get a job (assuming I even get a job related to finance) it seems like my life is doomed before it will truly begin
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I would have chosen accounting instead but damn…. It’s too late now, since they have a retarded time limit for you to complete the degree
 
FerdinandDist said:
I’ve been out of the blog for a while, I’ve been hit with a reality check, there is a possibility that I’ll be a sales guy or a wagecel after college (I’m majoring in finance) only good thing is I have a scholarship that pays for tuition, so I can’t waste my time in college now regardless, but I feel like it’s over for me and I’m not even 20 anymore, I hate everything around me, I hate video games, I hate nature, I hate everything, and to top it all off, I may never get a wife because I prefer introverted women, as a result I am afraid I will disappoint my family, they never got degrees, they own a house with a pool, I’ll be lonely and I might downgrade to an apartment worst case scenario possibly, how pathetic is that? I never gave much thought to it but now I realize, I’ll either need a wife or roommate to keep this house if I don’t hit 100k annually eventually when I get a job (assuming I even get a job related to finance) it seems like my life is doomed before it will truly begin
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Dude, you are literally fucking 20.
We are still literally toddlers at that kind of age, fresh into adulthood and no longer teenagers, my father didn't get his shit together until he was maybe like 35. You can live even if you don't have the best pension, you can live even if you don't have the best home. Adapt to struggle.
You can have a happy existence and life even if for a bit you'll be a "wagie" or whatever word people want to use to make you feel bad for working a job.

Keep up positive, you WILL struggle and there is definetly gonna be alone or very tough times but at the end of such struggle there MUST be atleast something positive. Trust in God's plan.
Friend i do not know you much but listen, there is still time, what happened happened. You will find a wife, you will settle in life and eventually you will feel /calm/ after so much hard work. Listen its good that you actually HAD atleast some sort of plan, that you aren't just a simple follower! That's good. Now you just gotta remake it with what opportunities you have.
 
FerdinandDist said:
>I don’t want to be le heckin salesarino man!
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Than don’t. You are 21, you aren’t pigeonholed into any 1 path. If the idea of a career is so horrific to you that it causes this much dread, it’s probably a bad idea to go through with it. I know people who are happy they worked 40 years in a warehouse and surgeons who went through medschool just to quit it all before they were even 30. Do some soul searching and find a skill. Buy a lawnmower and become a landscaper. Get a CDL and drive trucks. Get an entry level lab assistant job and use it to become a scientist proper. Find a job overseas. If your life is over, you might as well do something crazy. Take control of your life and stop letting the tides of society blindly carry you into a career you won’t last a year at.
 
FerdinandDist said:
I would have chosen accounting instead but damn…. It’s too late now, since they have a retarded time limit for you to complete the degree
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You can go to medical school with a philosophy degree if you meet all the biology requirements with your electives. Just use all of your free electives on accounting classes. If you are compitent at accounting, companies don’t care if you have a finance degree.
 
UltraSoyLord said:
Than don’t. You are 21, you aren’t pigeonholed into any 1 path. If the idea of a career is so horrific to you that it causes this much dread, it’s probably a bad idea to go through with it. I know people who are happy they worked 40 years in a warehouse and surgeons who went through medschool just to quit it all before they were even 30. Do some soul searching and find a skill. Buy a lawnmower and become a landscaper. Get a CDL and drive trucks. Get an entry level lab assistant job and use it to become a scientist proper. Find a job overseas. If your life is over, you might as well do something crazy. Take control of your life and stop letting the tides of society blindly carry you into a career you won’t last a year at.
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I never claimed I didn’t wanna do sales, I could be good at it for all I know, but it irks me that when I look at the job openings it’s mainly sales-based jobs, now if those sales jobs had base pay my attitude would be different, it’s 100% commission
 
FerdinandDist said:
I never claimed I didn’t wanna do sales, I could be good at it for all I know, but it irks me that when I look at the job openings it’s mainly sales-based jobs, now if those sales jobs had base pay my attitude would be different, it’s 100% commission
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Your issue is just the pay? Hate to break it to you, but with a college undergraduate degree as a zoomer, you will be paid 40k-60k a year. Companies don't want to hire your generation because gen z workers are unreliable and 90% of the jobs in STEM and business are just ghost jobs. Unless you already have a job lined up before you leave college, you are unlikely to make 80k+ a year.
 
UltraSoyLord said:
Your issue is just the pay? Hate to break it to you, but with a college undergraduate degree as a zoomer, you will be paid 40k-60k a year. Companies don't want to hire your generation because gen z workers are unreliable and 90% of the jobs in STEM and business are just ghost jobs. Unless you already have a job lined up before you leave college, you are unlikely to make 80k+ a year.
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I don’t care about that, I know I’ll probably make 40k-50k starting out, my worry is I won’t be able to find a job like that out of undergrad and will be forced to take a financial advisor job or wealth management job instead, if I get a relevant job in the corporate finance field I’ll be golden no matter the starting pay, because as you go up you’ll earn a lot more
 

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