So I've been on "NoFap" for what, 5-6 years? I haven't been doing that cucked method where you count the days but in that time-frame I didn't masturbate at all, I coomed a couple of times but that was justified because I did it whilst inside women. But I was showering today and was struck with this inexplicable urge to start wanking with the might of an angry god, and my brain just shut off and didn't dare to think beyond this moment, so I started jacking it at the speed of light.
I lasted no more than 1 minute, but when I blew it felt like loads and loads of fucking magma pouring out of me into the drain. I must have blasted 11 times in the next half-hour, at some point the water stopped running and I was scraping the dry skin off of my rod as I wanked. On the 11th load it started coming out a little red, and then my cock projectile-vomited several ounces of blood onto the floor. Not much followed directly after that, I cleaned it up, and my entire lower body's been badly aching for the entire day. What the fuck do I do?