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Pickle Rick said:
This week I flew my paraglider again, turned in a shit ton of assignments, went out to a dance club with someone I like and spent the night with them. I also did my first session with my new tutoring client. I also found this blogpost and felt better about my life knowing it is not as shit as this guys.
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I hate reading what you write, I read the same kind of shit on wizardchan and I get a deep sense of despair. Don't become a NEET, there are fewer things worse in life than having no purpose. You will have died before you die. I hope you spend some time with your father. For the rest of your life you will remember how you spent your time at this very moment. I offer my condolences to you. I hope you are able to get better. I was in a state of deep despair, and while I wasn't exactly like you, I know where these feelings come from. They can get better. For me it took a radical change in my life to knock me into the, not perfect but much better, state than I was before.

Don't loose hope. Don't give up on life, you only have one.
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Thank you for your kind words. I know I want to spend time with my dad before he dies but every time I'm around him I get so depressed. I hope that'll get better so that I can at least have some good, quality time with him.
 
Konata said:
Thank you for your kind words. I know I want to spend time with my dad before he dies but every time I'm around him I get so depressed. I hope that'll get better so that I can at least have some good, quality time with him.
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Those feelings are fine, just make sure you do what you need to do so you don't look back at this time with regret. It will haunt you.
 
>3/8/2024:
>Dad's in hospice care. I didn't imagine it would happen so soon or so suddenly. I thought he was getting better. To see him in such a state is heartbreaking to me. He can hardly talk because it simply hurts him. What alarmed me is how little I cried. Everyone around me was crying so, so much, but I cried only in private, and not very heavily. I am sad. I can't seem to figure out why I can't cry. It doesn't matter though. I wonder what must be going through my father's head right now. He has to face his own mortality, and at such an untimely age, too. I've pretty much tried to not think about it whatsoever. If I do I might go mad with grief. I don't want to grieve for him yet. He isn't dead. I'll keep out any hope that he may live, if not for his sake then for my own. When he told me, I couldn't think of anything else to do than to hug him and tell him I love him. There's still so much I wanted to do with him that I may now never get to do. I don't want to repress my feelings but it's all I can think to do. At least I'll have something to talk about at therapy. That's all for now.
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Konata said:
3/5/2024:
It was my birthday today. I still decided to go to therapy to try and see if I could get on a different medication. She did recommend something but my insurance doesn't cover it so there's basically nothing I can do about it. As expected, nobody really cared it was my birthday. I still went to work and did everything I usually do. I bought myself a cake but I'm not sure I'm even gonna eat it because my appetite has been completely nonexistent for the past week. My parents gave me some money as a present so that was nice. Other than that, I'm still feeling exactly how I have been the past week. I don't know when it's gonna stop and I'm starting to think it might be a long term kind of deal. That idea is troubling to me. It just reminds me of shit that's happened in the past and it sets me off on a self-sustaining cycle. With any luck, I should snap out of it. That at least I can keep out hope for. That's all for now.
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>actually has 0 friends
GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG SPOILEDSTOCKINGTRANNIES WHAT IS THIS
 
Konata said:
3/6/2024:
Terrible day. I woke up almost half an hour late and I had to rush to get ready. Then, at work, the people would not stop pestering me today. It’s like every one of those morons had some tech issue. They were so stupidly easy to fix that probably anybody on this website could do it. I hate boomers so fucking much bros. They act like they’re entitled to anything, and at the same time they’re so ignorant of everything. I had an eye doctor appointment today and I found out my eyes are only getting worse. I have glasses but I don’t wear them because I look like a fag with them on. I’m really unsure on how much longer I can take at this shitty job. I’ve already been thinking of quitting and going full NEET. It’s enough that I already have so many stresses in my life, like my medicine making me more depressed, my parents’ constant bitching about how I’m not in a relationship with anyone, and so many other things. I really want to just stay inside all day and do fuck all for the next few years. That’s all for now.
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shut up nigger you don't have fucking problems literally just stop being annoyed if you don't want to be annoyed
weak willed faggot
 
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May 5, 2024: Got raped by DeShawn in the shower again because I stole his Takis in the mess hall. After a while you get used to it. I hacked into this nigger's account and this prison hasn't been IP blacklisted yet. Ooo, the heat from this clear plastic ThinkPad's Core 2 Duo is making me leak, nyaaaa~
Oops, I have to go now. DeShawn is trying to hide crack inside my pedo VHS tapes. Bye sisters!
Pic i took btw
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