You need to realise, that especially around here, in a very male dominated space you will get incredible obsession levels as a woman. You should have not revealed this information, as time grows you will become more and more hated, and eventually you will become Soyteen Liker, only known for being a foid and sucking black dick in school. Sad! But what can i say, if you are a woman online it really is that especially in these areas of the more free internet this will be one of the few things people will care to remember about you, that you are a woman. That's that. That's it.