I have an fetish which makes me want to fuck disabled people, it could range from a grandma in a wheelchair to a mentally disabled girl, let me explain, I got this fetish when I went to school one day, I saw a disabled girl pull her pants down and show her preteen pussy, unaware of what the consequences were for that, as she thought it was funny, she has a speech inpediment so she also couldn't talk right, when she tried to "explain" herself everyone laughed at her, seeing her as retarded, as a child, I didn't know what to nor even what those sayings met, but for some reason, I got hard, I laughed at her because I was one of the popular kids in school who was the type of person to be an attention-grabber, but on the inside I felt pity for the special ed girl. Never saw her again because her parents transferred her to another school. After school, I reflected on what happened and searched up what retarded means, I was a bit pissed at myself knowing what I could've done to that girl if we was alone, I could've easily manipulated her to be another girlfriend, but this time, permanent, I don't know how I was going to accomplish that, but I wanted her back, the only problem is that I couldn't do anything about her transferring schools, what am I supposed to do? Ask her parents to not release her? Can't go outside. Tell the teacher that I want her to stay? Why would he trust someone like me, an arrogant kid, who doesn't focus on his work most of the time and instead talks to his friends. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't do anything. I was disappointed that who I thought would be the love of my life is now gone forever. Now as an adult, when I look back on my past, I wish I could've befriended her so I could take advantage of her, make her my bitch so she can do whatever I say. As an adult, I can't do the things I could've done back then, sure, I could hire strippers, but I don't want dick-loving hoes with an STD, sucking and fucking my dick. So I thought of some plans, either I could go to an adoption center, find a disabled child that nobody cares about and raise them. Go somewhere where parents would ask people to raise their disabled child and apply for it. I mean, what's the child gonna do? Talk? They can't do shit when I threaten to break their legs. I could go try and go experiment with senile old people, they can barely speak, walk, or see, I could lead them to my house where I could do all sorts of things with them, they can't fight back, their bones are as brittle as dust, they can't do anything against me. After all, they'll soon turn into ashes anyway, might as well ramp up their life and have one last final experience before they finally go. I chose senile old people, as I see fit, since they're the most forgettable, the most vulnerable, nobody would care about their screams, I decided to kindnap an old women I found walking all alone on the street at night, putting my hand over her mouth, I snickered with laughter as they tried to resist, but it was all inevitable that she would raped, by my big black cock. I dragged her into my trunk where I closed her her in there. Nobody suspected a thing. Once I got to my house, I made sure I was careful while letting her out, as I don't to ruin this pleasurable moment I will have. All. To. Myself. If she dies either im fucking her, or of a panic attack, I will keep using her body as a fleshlight for a few days and then put her down, finally letting her rest deep inside the ground. After I've done that I will buy a vase as an atrocious, cold reminder of what I have done to an once innocent old woman. I dragged her in my basement, where I made sure to put soundproof walls because I've always knew what I would eventually become. I ripped her clothes off and we started with my favorite position, missionary, I tied her up and laid her on my desk with a gag in her mouth just to increase the kinkiness of this situation. She kept flailing begging to not put my big black cock inside dry, wrinkly pussy, but despite her continuing cries I decided to anyways, she screamed in pain and then started moaning. Long story short, I kept pounding her once dry pussy till' it was nice and wet, I came 4 times but I still kept going, I don't ever want this dream to end. Sadly, she eventually died when to blow my 7th load, so I did what I has to do, I sliced her up, grabbed and trash bag and my shovel, went to my backyard where no eyes were present and dug her into the ground, where she rests to this day.