Schizo the moo blog

[Brainstorm]

Idk where to start but I guess Im starting to write prose now, not as an assignment but a hobby. I want to write stuff for people.

 

[Neutralplier]

write something cool

 

[Benny]

Can’t wait to see where this goes (I mean that in a good way)

 

[Brainstorm]

yeah I actually started writing shit, im pretty decent at it. im descriptive and somewhat understand what Im doing.

 

[Neutralplier]

yeah I actually started writing shit, im pretty decent at it. im descriptive and somewhat understand what Im doing.

Post it i wanna see

 

[Brainstorm]

Post it i wanna see

No. not rn at least.

 

[Hagon]

yeah I actually started writing shit, im pretty decent at it. im descriptive and somewhat understand what Im doing.

Delete it you don't wanna hear

 

[Neutralplier]

yeah I actually started writing shit, im pretty decent at it. im descriptive and somewhat understand what Im doing.

Create it me do wanna speak

 

[Hagon]

Destroy it I dont wanna listen

 

[Neutralplier]

Build it self do wanna ignore

 

[Weebhunter3000]

bbc blogbbc blog

 

[Brainstorm]

I wake up and thank God I’m not a souls-like player.

 

[Brainstorm]

I’m trying to be more proficient in everything, I’m already good at a lot of academic fields but not really in the creative department.
Writing has always been sometime I enjoy doing (or speaking whatever), and I’m good at it, but personally I want to improve In my art skills. I get kinda jealous looking at artists because they can draw shit they like and what they see in their mind, I don’t want to be a commission cuck and waste hundreds on commissions.

 

[Brainstorm]

Ngl I should expand my online presence more.

 

[Soygoy]

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Ngl I should expand my online presence more.

maybe don't do this o algo

 

[Soygoy]

I get kinda jealous looking at artists because they can draw shit they like and what they see in their mind, I don’t want to be a commission cuck and waste hundreds on commissions.

i can relate to this, i suck at drawing but atleast i can draw i guess, it just takes a lot of time and practice. and yeah, you have to envision things.
i would absolutely encourage you to be more self-sufficient, if you try hard enough, you can get better at it, even when i feel like i'm not that good at what i do, i can feel better that even if i'm rock bottom, the only direction to go is up. so you just gotta keep on trying, maybe regardless of what other people say. at the end of the day though, it can feel pointless, that no matter how much art you create, nobody is really going to care.

i found this one game dev, he's done so much, made a game, he even created an entire game engine, and nobody cares about him, that made me very worried to be honest.
but i guess you just gotta do you regardless of anything and do what makes you happy.

 

[Brainstorm]

maybe don't do this o algo

Why

 

[Brainstorm]

I genuinely don’t know what the fuck flipped in my head, I’m suddenly fighting a war mentally about productivity and laziness. I think switching pfp’s changed me.

 

[Brainstorm]

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I genuinely don’t know what the fuck flipped in my head, I’m suddenly fighting a war mentally about productivity and laziness. I think switching pfp’s changed me.

Also what I mean by war is not the schizo multiple personality type shit, just like I’m trying to overcome my inherit laziness and apathy.

 

[FrogKing]

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I’m trying to be more proficient in everything, I’m already good at a lot of academic fields but not really in the creative department.
Writing has always been sometime I enjoy doing (or speaking whatever), and I’m good at it, but personally I want to improve In my art skills. I get kinda jealous looking at artists because they can draw shit they like and what they see in their mind, I don’t want to be a commission cuck and waste hundreds on commissions.

keeeeeeeeeeek nuzoikakas dont know how to draw