/calm/ soyjak.playit.gg:6165 | A schlog Counter Strike: Source server!

Ummm wtf am I supposed to play now? Dead website.
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Probably should have thought about that, but then again, this is the bald man glasses forum. You're not supposed to play games, it lowers the pph. You're not supposed to be serious or attempt to make friends, just shitpost. Creating projects requires too much effort, you're not supposed to do that, this is a shitposting site, you're supposed to shitpost and make low quality content. I've had enough with the way that I've been treated on the site overall, it's as if I only get respect by letting people use me for stuff or let them leech off of me for free games and shit, it's like getting cucked by a black bvll and holding onto your girlfriend because she says she loves you still. The damage has been done, but she don't love me no more, I'd rather just let go.

Someone else should host servers and stuff, someone who you all actually respect and trust, if any of you actually respect anyone on this site.
 
I really appreciated the server, but alright, that's your choice if you want to be spiteful over these things. It isn't too heavy a disappointment.
It's just a CSS server, you can figure out how to make your own easily, they're low on resources, you'll find a guide somewhere. You don't need me for this.
 
Probably should have thought about that, but then again, this is the bald man glasses forum. You're not supposed to play games, it lowers the pph. You're not supposed to be serious or attempt to make friends, just shitpost. Creating projects requires too much effort, you're not supposed to do that, this is a shitposting site, you're supposed to shitpost and make low quality content.
What in the heck? Who is saying that?
 
What in the heck? Who is saying that?
It's just my interpretation of the site as a whole. When I first got here, things were simpler, nobody really cared, but the moment I started contributing, I started getting some level of respect, which slowly started to deterioate. The sparkles incidents among other things kept piling on and on and the community was constantly looking for more and more namefag drama, so I've pretty much just about had it at this point, to have so much drama that only goes away if someone like terrycrews is on the site or sparkles o algo. One of the reasons why I'm here is because I'm looking for a sense of community and belonging, and I didn't get that, I just have a group of people who hate me and like to troll me, atleast maybe like 2 people who do actually probably like me but they're in my "gooncord" so it doesn't matter. Even then, I fit more in there in a communal sense.

People are correct, however, this is an unserious shitposting website unfortunately, but it never used to be this way. The more users joined, the more it became like /soy/ and unfortunately, the culture has just kind of taken over. While I admit I'm wrong about a lot of things in regards to soy culture, ultimately a project like this, the CSS server, is not really mine to handle anymore. I don't see how the people who play on the server can expect to disrespect it's admin constantly and engage in drama with the admin and expect to have the server still. Nobody was considerate, nobody considered that if they constantly hurt my feelings over a long period of time that I obviously wouldn't provide for them anymore. To me this isn't really out of a nonsensical shock of the moment decision, it's a direct consequence of months of drama that sticks around to this day, not even serving as banter, but just more things for people to bully me with and talk to me without a shred of respect and after all of it, they still expect to leech off of me in some way, I've just about had enough of it.

It was fun while it lasted, at least. I'll still develop Schlog+ primarily for the features that I want.
downloading css on my windows server, we'll at least have a working server again by Sunday, Monday at worst.
You hosting it is a better idea imo, you can self host on your pc and shut it down when you don't need it, saves on money that way. Also you're a janny, or whatever, so you're better at doing it.

Game projects should be hosted by either baqqrih, Steve or DOLL or the admins in general, or just other users. Hopefully maybe you can take this as a lesson that if someone provides for you and you use their services, you ought to be a little bit nice to them. I'm really not here to engage in drama, so hopefully passing the torch onto someone else will end it for good.

I also just don't really care about CSS anymore, it's boring. I don't think I'll be making an appearance to any community game projects.
 
this is the bald man glasses forum. You're not supposed to play games, it lowers the pph. You're not supposed to be serious or attempt to make friends, just shitpost. Creating projects requires too much effort, you're not supposed to do that, this is a shitposting site, you're supposed to shitpost and make low quality content.
This.
 
It's just my interpretation of the site as a whole. When I first got here, things were simpler, nobody really cared, but the moment I started contributing, I started getting some level of respect, which slowly started to deterioate. The sparkles incidents among other things kept piling on and on and the community was constantly looking for more and more namefag drama, so I've pretty much just about had it at this point, to have so much drama that only goes away if someone like terrycrews is on the site or sparkles o algo. One of the reasons why I'm here is because I'm looking for a sense of community and belonging, and I didn't get that, I just have a group of people who hate me and like to troll me, atleast maybe like 2 people who do actually probably like me but they're in my "gooncord" so it doesn't matter. Even then, I fit more in there in a communal sense.

People are correct, however, this is an unserious shitposting website unfortunately, but it never used to be this way. The more users joined, the more it became like /soy/ and unfortunately, the culture has just kind of taken over. While I admit I'm wrong about a lot of things in regards to soy culture, ultimately a project like this, the CSS server, is not really mine to handle anymore. I don't see how the people who play on the server can expect to disrespect it's admin constantly and engage in drama with the admin and expect to have the server still. Nobody was considerate, nobody considered that if they constantly hurt my feelings over a long period of time that I obviously wouldn't provide for them anymore. To me this isn't really out of a nonsensical shock of the moment decision, it's a direct consequence of months of drama that sticks around to this day, not even serving as banter, but just more things for people to bully me with and talk to me without a shred of respect and after all of it, they still expect to leech off of me in some way, I've just about had enough of it.

It was fun while it lasted, at least. I'll still develop Schlog+ primarily for the features that I want.

You hosting it is a better idea imo, you can self host on your pc and shut it down when you don't need it, saves on money that way. Also you're a janny, or whatever, so you're better at doing it.

Game projects should be hosted by either baqqrih, Steve or DOLL or the admins in general, or just other users. Hopefully maybe you can take this as a lesson that if someone provides for you and you use their services, you ought to be a little bit nice to them. I'm really not here to engage in drama, so hopefully passing the torch onto someone else will end it for good.
Alright, that's understandable. I hope I didn't hurt your feelings too badly.
 
Alright, that's understandable. I hope I didn't hurt your feelings too badly.
Out of pretty much everyone, you've always been so understanding. When I was writing that book, I did so because I was under the impression that I was a part of this community. I called it "my community", Steve replied with "what do you mean your community?" and I suppose that makes sense now, because I don't really place anywhere in this community, which is based off of ironypoisoning and a general lack of respect amongst literally every poster towards every poster. What can I say, it's a website for abrasive teenagers, I never fit in well at school, so this wasn't a good idea at all. I don't even deserve to be the top poster, I just happen to be autistic o algo and wouldn't even mind getting that count taken down to 0 o algo, or having it hidden.

When I was writing that book, I wrote about you first and I was very favourable about you and what you went through but obviously I don't feel like writing it anymore because I don't really like this community all that much.
Are you hosting? Which provider or something
Self host, it'll save money, you can just ask to turn it on when people want to, make another thread or use this one I guess.
Host Half-Life Deathmatch if giga
Also do this, just create a general games thread for source engine games, they're easy to run, lemme see if I can find you a guide
 
I rented a cheap ionos server for the time being, 4 gigs of memory should be enough.

HLDM would be sweet, I'll test it out if I'm not a drooling retard and get everything going.
If you're using Windows Server then it's really easy to set up a server with Steam
 
Out of pretty much everyone, you've always been so understanding. When I was writing that book, I did so because I was under the impression that I was a part of this community. I called it "my community", Steve replied with "what do you mean your community?" and I suppose that makes sense now, because I don't really place anywhere in this community, which is based off of ironypoisoning and a general lack of respect amongst literally every poster towards every poster. What can I say, it's a website for abrasive teenagers, I never fit in well at school, so this wasn't a good idea at all. I don't even deserve to be the top poster, I just happen to be autistic o algo and wouldn't even mind getting that count taken down to 0 o algo, or having it hidden.
You sound just like NT
 
It sucks that people find it funny to provoke you and treat the shlog like an interactive kiwifarms.
For most of my time on the schlog it's just been like this and if it's not me, its sparkles or basil or terrycrews. People here are selfish inconsiderate fucks who only see the website as a genuine kiwifarms / lolcow farm type shit and it's about time I stop being a lolcow and just go back to trolling and becoming a hecking real soyteen o algo. I'll spam some threads maybe, copy what Hagon does and be a sheep to see if that helps me fit in with the kids o algo.
 
For most of my time on the schlog it's just been like this and if it's not me, its sparkles or basil or terrycrews. People here are selfish inconsiderate fucks who only see the website as a genuine kiwifarms / lolcow farm type shit and it's about time I stop being a lolcow and just go back to trolling and becoming a hecking real soyteen o algo. I'll spam some threads maybe, copy what Hagon does and be a sheep to see if that helps me fit in with the kids o algo.
I made this server and I got too serious and I paid the price for it, both physically and metaphorically. It has not helped me make friends and overall, people have been saying the exact same thing to me over and over again, it's about time I listen to them and give them what they want. No more serioustranny, no more projects, I'm just gonna copy what everyone else does from now on and see if that works instead. You practically asked for this, I'm sorry.
 
For most of my time on the schlog it's just been like this and if it's not me, its sparkles or basil or terrycrews. People here are selfish inconsiderate fucks who only see the website as a genuine kiwifarms / lolcow farm type shit and it's about time I stop being a lolcow and just go back to trolling and becoming a hecking real soyteen o algo. I'll spam some threads maybe, copy what Hagon does and be a sheep to see if that helps me fit in with the kids o algo.
You always do this shit, you decide to try to comply more, then you turn a new leaf and try to be yourself, then one or two months later you try to comply more again.
 
For most of my time on the schlog it's just been like this and if it's not me, its sparkles or basil or terrycrews. People here are selfish inconsiderate fucks who only see the website as a genuine kiwifarms / lolcow farm type shit and it's about time I stop being a lolcow and just go back to trolling and becoming a hecking real soyteen o algo. I'll spam some threads maybe, copy what Hagon does and be a sheep to see if that helps me fit in with the kids o algo.
nobody cares lole you're just like anyone here. grow up already and realize you're not the main character
 
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