Soy Soggy's weird dream journal

[Soygoy]

Had some weird dreams today, really strange and freaky so if you wanna tell me what any of them means feel free to theorize that Brenton Terrant is coming to rape me or some shit idfk.
All of these dreams happened one after the other, they're the same dream but they're the key highlights of what I can remember from them.

Ramirez Zombie Game​

I dreamt about this weird zombie game where you play as a guy named Ramirez and you kill zombies with crazy weapons (its not call of duty hold your horses) but heres the catch, the zombies barely look like zombies, one wave I was fighting a huge clown "zombie" and also Ramirez is always talking to someone for some reason about some weird lore, and also Ramirez can jump SUPER HIGH for some reason, he's like this legendary hero who only he can do that, so he usually jumps really high around zombies and shoots them, but some zombies can still get to him and outsmart him.

Also in this game, there are two other characters but they are children and they also fight zombies and want to be zombie fighters. Seems like some kind of mix between Attack on Titan and some weird zombie survival shooter to me. Also after every round you get a look at your character's level and stats and equipment incase you wanna edit it for the next wave or something like that. I think the lore is that Ramirez is clearing out towns of their Zombies or something like that and in this world, human civilization exists, but heros are required to get rid of the undead.

Brenton Terrant Experience​

In this dream, I made up a completely fictional youtuber in my brain who's name was Anton and he was known for making weird subversive videos and I watched his one video called "The Brenton Terrant Experience" but this video was strange because the youtuber's head was chopped off and he was holding it with his hand while he was speaking, very creepy, but then he said "I'm going to give you the Brenton Terrant experience" and his head came out of the screen and fell onto my face, I was frozen and could do nothing but silently whimper as his mouth was moving against my cheek and I could feel him speaking against my face.

C-Moon gets freaky with Whitesnake​

I feel like people would call me weird for this even though I can't control the contents of my dreams, I could censor it, but I'd rather not so to summarize, it was about 2 jojo stands, C-Moon and Whitesnake getting really fucking freaky with eachother and C-Moon was rubbing himself against whitesnake and whitesnake didn't fucking like it, he was like "wtf get off of me you nigger" and C-Moon was doing it to assert dominance for some reason, kind of like that one scene in JoJo where the black guy and the old guy start touching eachother because of uhh fucking magnets or something like that. Anyways some woman came in and stopped them but she had nothing to do with the story.

That's all for now.

Alas, I have awoken.​

 

[Oot]

Tldr, sage

 

[Soyteen Liker]

I dreamt about this weird zombie game where you play as a guy named Ramirez and you kill zombies with crazy weapons

There's a SISA in Fortnite called Ramirez apparently, did he look anything like her by any chance?

 

[Soygoy]

There's a SISA in Fortnite called Ramirez apparently, did he look anything like her by any chance?
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No. He kind of looked freakish, like he was wearing a skull, he's this black spikey guy sent by an organization to kill zombies, he's american and can jump really really high.

 

[Soyteen Liker]

Anyway have you ever had a dream about the shlog?

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

Ramirez

 

[Twostripe]

 

[Soygoy]

Anyway have you ever had a dream about the shlog?

Multiple times but those dreams were usually to warn me about events that were going to happen the next day and everytime those events actually happened, but the dreams helped me prepare for them. I dreamt about them probably because I worried they would happen so much. I usually dream about pissing people off so that I can wake up and not do the things that make people unhappy and often times it kind of helps.

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

Multiple times but those dreams were usually to warn me about events that were going to happen the next day and everytime those events actually happened, but the dreams helped me prepare for them. I dreamt about them probably because I worried they would happen so much. I usually dream about pissing people off so that I can wake up and not do the things that make people unhappy and often times it kind of helps.

prophetic ahh nigga

 

[Soyteen Liker]

Multiple times but those dreams were usually to warn me about events that were going to happen the next day and everytime those events actually happened, but the dreams helped me prepare for them. I dreamt about them probably because I worried they would happen so much. I usually dream about pissing people off so that I can wake up and not do the things that make people unhappy and often times it kind of helps.

What events have you dreamed about doebeit? Autistic magician... I KNEEL

 

[Soygoy]

prophetic ahh nigga

When my dreams are prophetic I do not brag about it too much, just coincidences created by the many predictions my mind can create, for an example, I've dreamed about having sex but never ejaculating many many times, I even had a very strange dream one night where I was hugging and kissing a random woman but all of the sudden I kept screaming at her saying "I'm sorry, I can't love you, I can't love you, Get off of me. I don't love you. I can't love you." but I tried to take control of the dream and become lucid just to get a dream shag (it feels real, so a man has gotta try, right?) and I woke up immediately.

I'm always so close to dream sex and then right before it happens, I wake up. Is this some sort of premonition? Jesus predicting me getting blueballed, even?
I took LSD in a dream once, it felt real, does that predict me taking LSD? Not all dreams are premonitions, just crazy, insane, so bizarre and insane that theres a small chance some of them might actually happen.

What events have you dreamed about doebeit? Autistic magician... I KNEEL

This is a dream I have recounted many times: Aperture Tag.
I was at my fathers house one time and I was stuck on a specific space level in Aperture Tag, a mod for Portal 2. This level was as hard as balls... made of titanium, or something like that, yeah. It was 2 AM, I got frustrated and went to sleep. When I was dreaming, I was placed into the world of the videogame and I had spent my hours sleeping in the dream figuring out how to solve the puzzle. When I finally did, I woke up and immediately got to my computer, just somehow knowing exactly how to solve the puzzle... and then I just... solved the puzzle.

Dreams are a tool, they can be used to help you a lot. Though I don't see how almost having sex in dreams helps at all. I guess it's just for the fun of it? Having dreams where a hot girl is about to shag you and then you just wake up or incomprehensibly, the dream changes to something different completely, it's honestly quite hilarious.

 

[Soygoy]

Don't discriminate the contents of my dreams though because I can't control them.
Lucid Dreams are of the utmost interesting dreams ever however. I dreamed I was inside of my father's house once and I phased through the walls and the door. My mother was there as still as a statue, I walked outside. If I could describe it, outside was NOT the outside of my father's house, it was like AI generating new shit. Those AI dream videos you see are exactly how dreams actually are.

 

[Twostripe]

When my dreams are prophetic I do not brag about it too much, just coincidences created by the many predictions my mind can create, for an example, I've dreamed about having sex but never ejaculating many many times, I even had a very strange dream one night where I was hugging and kissing a random woman but all of the sudden I kept screaming at her saying "I'm sorry, I can't love you, I can't love you, Get off of me. I don't love you. I can't love you." but I tried to take control of the dream and become lucid just to get a dream shag (it feels real, so a man has gotta try, right?) and I woke up immediately.

I'm always so close to dream sex and then right before it happens, I wake up. Is this some sort of premonition? Jesus predicting me getting blueballed, even?
I took LSD in a dream once, it felt real, does that predict me taking LSD? Not all dreams are premonitions, just crazy, insane, so bizarre and insane that theres a small chance some of them might actually happen.

This is a dream I have recounted many times: Aperture Tag.
I was at my fathers house one time and I was stuck on a specific space level in Aperture Tag, a mod for Portal 2. This level was as hard as balls... made of titanium, or something like that, yeah. It was 2 AM, I got frustrated and went to sleep. When I was dreaming, I was placed into the world of the videogame and I had spent my hours sleeping in the dream figuring out how to solve the puzzle. When I finally did, I woke up and immediately got to my computer, just somehow knowing exactly how to solve the puzzle... and then I just... solved the puzzle.

Dreams are a tool, they can be used to help you a lot. Though I don't see how almost having sex in dreams helps at all. I guess it's just for the fun of it? Having dreams where a hot girl is about to shag you and then you just wake up or incomprehensibly, the dream changes to something different completely, it's honestly quite hilarious.

Your own dreams are cucking you now? Dasss caraaaaazy!

 

[Soyteen Liker]

I've dreamed about having sex but never ejaculating many many times, I even had a very strange dream one night where I was hugging and kissing a random woman but all of the sudden I kept screaming at her saying "I'm sorry, I can't love you, I can't love you, Get off of me. I don't love you. I can't love you." but I tried to take control of the dream and become lucid just to get a dream shag (it feels real, so a man has gotta try, right?) and I woke up immediately.

Damn I actually did want to ask your experiences with sex dreams but didn't want to be weird, thanks for reading my mind, Soggy
I have something similar where circumstances in dreams almost always prevent me from having sex. I think once I was a man and got my dick sucked though but I barely remember it.

 

[Soygoy]

Damn

I actually did want to ask your experiences with sex dreams

but

didn't want to be weird, thanks for reading my mind,

Soggy

I have something similar where circumstances in dreams almost always prevent me from having sex. I think once I was a man and got my dick sucked though but I barely remember it.

well thankfully im not the only one getting dreamcucked for some reason

 

[NT]

I apologize in advance if this is the wrong place for me to talk about this, but I think it's important. To get the big thing out of the way: I genuinely do not harbor any negative thoughts against you. The reason I keep getting angry and rude towards you almost sporadically is that your personality is perfect for it; you seem to be bright, but still naïve and easy to bait. You also have an extremely "mixed" past, like how you're a reasonably competent developer but were seemingly led on a leash by Sparkles. I like to fuck with you mentally because deep down I see my younger self in a lot of the stuff you do.

I don't want to tell my entire life story but I used to be a very annoying, aloof, and socially inept child. Eventually during my teenage years I realized how retarded I made myself look and I sort of became very sensitive/hyperaware of how I perceived myself. I hate seeing myself do stupid things, and I hate seeing people unknowingly making fools of themselves in the exact same manner I used to a long time ago. This all sounds silly, of course, but I make fun of you and insult you almost as a "defense mechanism" from the second-hand embarrassment.

Regarding how you see me as bipolar, that isn't exactly the term I would use but it's completely understandable (frankly you're the only one who has ever noticed that and that earned you a lot of respect). I'm extremely indecisive and my opinions on a particular subject (whether it's a person/place/thing/idea/etc.) can change within a matter of minutes in some cases. I don't believe you intended to literally say I was "bipolar", but if so just know that "bipolar" in medical terms really means someone who has phases of mania and depression that usually last several weeks. A more appropriate way to describe me would be "highly prone to moodswings". Doesn't nail it, but I like it more.

I'm kinda rambling now but the point I want to get across is this: I keep seeing myself in how you act on this website and it's made me question who/what kind of person I am. That's not a bad thing and I sincerely hope it doesn't come off as "omg this guy is retarded like me". You are special in that particular aspect and it's kinda made my brain short circuit in the process. We are not the same, of course, it's just that you offer a unique opportunity for me to observe how I act externally. It goes beyond just "le heckin autism" label too.

This is becoming a word salad so I'll stop now. Good night.

 

[Fortuna]

I keep seeing myself in how you act on this website and it's made me question who/what kind of person I am.

I guess that's true. You both like writing massive blog posts.

 

[Fortuna]

but if so just know that "bipolar" in medical terms really means someone who has phases of mania and depression that usually last several weeks

This isn't entirely true. You can be bipolar without depressive episodes or you can be hypomanic.

 

[Soygoy]

I apologize in advance if this is the wrong place for me to talk about this, but I think it's important. To get the big thing out of the way: I genuinely do not harbor any negative thoughts against you. The reason I keep getting angry and rude towards you almost sporadically is that your personality is perfect for it; you seem to be bright, but still naïve and easy to bait. You also have an extremely "mixed" past, like how you're a reasonably competent developer but were seemingly led on a leash by Sparkles. I like to fuck with you mentally because deep down I see my younger self in a lot of the stuff you do.

I don't want to tell my entire life story but I used to be a very annoying, aloof, and socially inept child. Eventually during my teenage years I realized how retarded I made myself look and I sort of became very sensitive/hyperaware of how I perceived myself. I hate seeing myself do stupid things, and I hate seeing people unknowingly making fools of themselves in the exact same manner I used to a long time ago. This all sounds silly, of course, but I make fun of you and insult you almost as a "defense mechanism" from the second-hand embarrassment.

Regarding how you see me as bipolar, that isn't exactly the term I would use but it's completely understandable (frankly you're the only one who has ever noticed that and that earned you a lot of respect). I'm extremely indecisive and my opinions on a particular subject (whether it's a person/place/thing/idea/etc.) can change within a matter of minutes in some cases. I don't believe you intended to literally say I was "bipolar", but if so just know that "bipolar" in medical terms really means someone who has phases of mania and depression that usually last several weeks. A more appropriate way to describe me would be "highly prone to moodswings". Doesn't nail it, but I like it more.

I'm kinda rambling now but the point I want to get across is this: I keep seeing myself in how you act on this website and it's made me question who/what kind of person I am. That's not a bad thing and I sincerely hope it doesn't come off as "omg this guy is retarded like me". You are special in that particular aspect and it's kinda made my brain short circuit in the process. We are not the same, of course, it's just that you offer a unique opportunity for me to observe how I act externally. It goes beyond just "le heckin autism" label too.

This is becoming a word salad so I'll stop now. Good night.

I appreciate your response, but we've talked privately before, so a part of me knows you said this publicly because you wanted others to see it.

"highly prone to moodswings". Doesn't nail it, but I like it more.

This is a more accurate description, yes. Not entirely sure what could cause it, what kind of drugs are you taking?

'm kinda rambling now but the point I want to get across is this: I keep seeing myself in how you act on this website and it's made me question who/what kind of person I am. That's not a bad thing and I sincerely hope it doesn't come off as "omg this guy is retarded like me". You are special in that particular aspect and it's kinda made my brain short circuit in the process. We are not the same, of course, it's just that you offer a unique opportunity for me to observe how I act externally. It goes beyond just "le heckin autism" label too.

I can understand how you feel, your comments are based off of your own insecurities about yourself and are not reflective off of me as a person. You make jokes sometimes, and to be honest, you're really good at making jokes, I often more than not laugh at the comments you give me and if anything, you do a really bad job at attempting to make someone feel embarrassed. Honestly, it's not really for anyone's business to lecture anyone else on how to best live their own life here, but all I can do is just make keen observations.

Something that Steve said about your condition does intrigue me though, whatever meds you're taking could be negatively affecting you, and if this is your "normal" maybe you should reconsider. But then again, I'm not a doctor, nor am I you, so thats for you to decide. I wouldn't have a single clue if drugs could make you gay or something like that.

I enjoyed reading your response and I enjoy reading and engaging in any form of serious conversation with anyone on this site, sometimes I make observations about people, but it doesn't matter if they're right or they're wrong, but judging by how you think, you probably think that I'm right, but if anything all that means is that I won't view you in any negative way if you ever say something negative about me, especially not now considering that you have just explained yourself, but it does make you look more vulnerable if you continue to do it, considering what you said about defense mechanisms.

 

[Fortuna]

Can you guys just go to therapy please? This is a bit much.