Schizo (READER DISCRETION ADVISED) guys i need some support pls

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basil said:
i don’t know if this is like.. generational mental retardation, but i’ve noticed that when i’m attracted to something, like i find something cute or hot, i want to BE IT. this only applies to humans, and i can recall this happening way back when i was 6-11, back when i was 6, it was more innocent back then, i was obsessed with the book series A Series of Unfortunate Events. i wanted to be two characters, Klaus Baudelaire and Montgomery Montgomery. both awesome characters, and it was only really just them being cool and fantasizing as being them.

but when i was 7-8, i really got obsessed with Tim Murphy from Jurassic Park, i used to role play as him at school and with my uncle. this all.. this all fucking culminated with me seeing the deleted scene from jurassic park 3 of Amanda Kirby and Paul Kirby kissing when they were escaping the island and with the navy behind them… so.. i printed out a copy of… you know i really don’t want to explain this, but you probably know, I even drew a picture which wasn’t in any way sexual.

now I’ve noticed, all of these characters I’ve obsessed over, have been exclusively male, and now my latest thing, sobot. (WHO I ASSUME IS OVER 18) i really want to cosplay as sobot. but i kind of don’t want to do it as i have decency. please guys, i don’t want to be like this any longer, save me.

I don’t even like sobot, he was a f*g, it’s just the catfish pictures and everyone believing he was male, idk, this is a cry for help, please save me.
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Find something better to self-insert as and this whole problem will go away.
 
Chesnaught said:
Find something better to self-insert as and this whole problem will go away.
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like what? there is no sobot art to self insert as that isn’t soylita/shoyta garbage.

i was simply just documenting my history with this type of stuff, i still have no idea if it’s some mental disorder.

helpful comments pls guys :(
 
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