It means a lot to me that someone out there for some weird reason is just collecting everything even if it's garbage, and somehow, they still remember me. Hopefully, I can get even better and better at drawing and keep looking back at where it all started from and truly admire how far I've come I guess. That's such a great thing about learning a skill, but also admiring the truth about it, anyone can do anything if they want to, it just takes time and effort. So while it is embarassing to see a random guy bring up old drawings, I can atleast be happy in knowing that I can use that as inspiration to get better and better and keep iterate, but also be proud that I made those mistakes that helped me improve in the first place.
Hopefully that doesn't sound pretentious or obnoxious or anything, but the fact someone saved what I just outright deleted is actually flattering.