My blog journal of hope?

[FerdinandDist]

I have spent some time to myself improving my life, trying to ensure things happen, or at least have experience to make it happen, even if it seems like I am too young for it now, I’m with this woman, she and I, we aren’t so different, when I talk to her, it’s like I’m talking to a male (meaning she isn’t boring to talk with like most women are) she’s part Cuban part American (not mixed she’s white) I’ve been talking with her and she brought up the idea of us having kids…..we aren’t in a full relationship yet but I’m gonna go for it, I’ve been so worried I won’t have a wife or children in the future, but now it might happen, or at least I will have experience to make it happen in the future, instead of being clueless, this is the first time I’ve been happy since 2 years ago, maybe life isn’t completely ruined after 18 (I know this is a run on message, but I frankly don’t care to put periods right now)

 

[terrycrews]

How old are you? 20?

 

[Imperator]

Well good for you.

 

[FerdinandDist]

How old are you? 20?

19

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

ask her out on a simple date if you like her so much. go to some bowling alley or something.

 

[Imperator]

ask her out on a simple date if you like her so much. go to some bowling alley or something.

>Hey Niko, let's go bowling.

 

[oxamrazor]

GO to some place like a gun range,museum or a fancy restaurant or hell you can show her your guns and watch you go to the gym

 

[Imperator]

Updooted.

 

[FerdinandDist]

Geg I was too optimistic about this (no it wasn’t irl but she was closeby)

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

Geg I was too optimistic about this (no it wasn’t irl but she was closeby)

what happened?

 

[FerdinandDist]

what happened?

She was a bitch who had bipolar disorder and unfriended me out of nowhere, tried finding out why, turns out she was having some sort of mental breakdown and permanently blocks anyone who talks with her

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

She was a bitch who had bipolar disorder and unfriended me out of nowhere, tried finding out why, turns out she was having some sort of mental breakdown and permanently blocks anyone who talks with her

idk if it goes for bipolar people but if a girl js randomly ghosts you out of nowhere, that means that she only saw u as an option and now that she found someone better or returned back to her ex, she doesn't need you anymore.

 

[Alextremo2TheMax]

idk if it goes for bipolar people but if a girl js randomly ghosts you out of nowhere, that means that she only saw u as an option and now that she found someone better or returned back to her ex, she doesn't need you anymore.

that's why you find one girl and pressure her into sex so you can have a shotgun marriage at age 22

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

that's why you find one girl and pressure her into sex so you can have a shotgun marriage at age 22

>but le heckin loverino o algo
no but seriously, that is only going to lead to more problems later in life. once you're out of high school (especially nowadays), the chances of finding a girl that hasn't had at least 1 body is going to be very rare to find. you could maybe find a few in places of worship. even then, they will all be different and they might have very different opinions compared to you.

 

[NT]

Bipolar people are nuts, sorry about that. Hope you're doing well

 

[Soygoy]

Bipolar people are nuts, sorry about that. Hope you're doing well

How peculiar. Does it take one to know one?