Schizo Khan's journal

King of kyrgyzstan

King of kyrgyzstan

I like raspberry icecream
It has just turned 4am as i am writing this, my pc has been making this weird sound, a little cricking sound. I suspect a bit of debris is stuck in the fan but im not that annoyed by it. I am thirsty, i have three cans and a 2l bottle of fanta (and a empty one) next to me, today was uneventful as always. I've been thinking about watching a show again as i quite enjoyed my multi-week House md binge. Maybe the sopranos. The sky is starting to brighter which is a great joy. I always enjoys seeing the sun come up, its euphoric.

27/07/2024.
 
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Benadrly, im not american so i don't have access to it but ive always had the thought of going on a trip with it, it is silly ik, but i am very curious about it. ik taking drugs mostly fucks you up in the long run but maybe a one time thing with benadrly. However curiousity kills the cat and i don't want to end up like schizo like twomad who had to get his fix everyday. idk just writing down my thoughts.

27/07/2024.
 
Death can be a very beautiful thing, if i where to choose how i was to die it would have to be slow but not painful. Overdose, cancer and wrist sliting come to mind as slow and not painful but i don't really like the idea of any of them. So i think my best choice would be that of aerial crash. Getting to see the sun as you die, knowing that there's nothing you can do but sit tight and wait till the crash and then it would be all over. Though maybe this is a unrealistic judgement due to media, but would it matter anyway? you can't really *experience* it until it truly happens to you and thats a slim chance at all.

27/07/2024
 
haha, the cricking is still going and instead of being annoyed and i can do is smile and laugh. why get so angry over something as trivial as a sound? the truth is simply living your life as a 21st century monk is all you need to live your life to the fullest extent. sometimes all you need to do is nothing.

27/07/24
 
I like this 'jak a lot, I requested it to made. It is the second most influential thing I've done for the soysphere.
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27/07/24.
 
King of kyrgyzstan said:
haha, the cricking is still going and instead of being annoyed and i can do is smile and laugh. why get so angry over something as trivial as a sound? the truth is simply living your life as a 21st century monk is all you need to live your life to the fullest extent. sometimes all you need to do is nothing.

27/07/24
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black people to chirping smoke detectors:
 
I don't understand the lyrics, It's in a foreign language but even still I sit here listening to great song. Combination of the girl and boy singing the same lyrics in the end is the cherry on top.
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27/07/2024.
 
I've slept twice today, first from 5am-9am and second from 2pm-9pm, I'm afraid I'll be doing another all-nighter. Doesn't really upset me that much however, before I fell though I managed to stop the cricking sound just by flicking the bottom fan a couple times. To be frank I kinda miss it. I want to try and watch a show tonight so I'll probably be pretty quiet on here, still not sure what I'll be watching but I hope it's good.

27/07/2024.
 

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