Aww. That's sad. You should ought to be open with your friends about everything, but I suppose we've all been there. There's this person that I know, and I want to talk to them, but I can't find the right moment to do so, I don't want to bother them, and I don't think they want to bother me, we're not really friends, but I see them in my steam friends list and sometimes I wonder whether or not I should send them a message or not. I end up not doing that ever and just use the schlog instead. But before the schlog, I would message them every now and then.
But like I said, you should ought to be more open about yourself, I suppose. I'm going to go to sleep now, though. It's 4 am. Yeah, I'm British and I routinely go to bed at 4 am, I can't really help it, I go insane if I try to get some sleep earlier, start jittering around and overthinking things, which is okay in the daytime, but at night, it's a pain. I'll catch you later in some thread sometime, which you'll probably be there, you seem to be in a lot of my threads, usually just making observations or asking questions.