Schizo I feel like I'm running on emergency power 95% of the time

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

It's gotten worse as I've aged. My mind and body function as if they're running off of some emergency dynamos that only supply enough energy for my most vital functions. I used to be a bright child, and now that brightness has faded to a dull red glow. People have bad days a lot, for me every day is like trudging through mud. I dunno.

 

[meijak]

>It's gotten worse as I've aged.
You're like 19, it's all in your head. Go for a hike or something and appreciate the world we've inherited.

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

>It's gotten worse as I've aged.
You're like 19, it's all in your head. Go for a hike or something and appreciate the world we've inherited.

I hope so. Sometimes i feel happy, like my mind gets jumpstarted and i get all warm and talkative. It doesnt last though. I'll take a walk