How do other people see you in real life?

[istanbul]

What words have you heard others use to describe you?

 

[FAGGOT!!!!!!!!!!!!]

People see me as the "weird kid" because I'm a retarded autist sperg

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

• unpredictable
• reserved
• hesitant
• absent-minded
• "on autopilot"
• irritable
• "poor morale"
• fixated
• rigid
• distant

 

[Itransheartblox]

This feels like a complete suckoff bread so I hope this doesn't across as too egotistical or egocentric.

People like me but I hate myself. I like watching Chris Chan videos a lot and sometimes fear that I am similar to him, but I have to remind myself that I am not Chris Chan and never will be, just because I have special interests and autism and currently no idea with what I want to do with my life, that doesn't make me Chris Chan, but watching Chris Chan videos makes me want to go out, get a job immediately, spend all of my time outdoors immediately, sell every piece of materialistic possessions that I own, immediately get a wife, ditch the internet completely and then top it all off with a jesus christ "The past never happened you were always perfect" spell.

Most people are seemingly impressed with my projects and stuff, but I'm always afraid that I am a failure, that my work is not even good, it sucks, but everyone else seems to disagree. My family is very proud of me seemingly and people at college are impressed with the project I made for my vocational, but I can't help this nagging thought in my brain that brings up all these horrible people that tells me I have to strive for absolute perfection or else I will end up exactly like them. I suppose that's a healthy thing, but it's also kind of a bad thing.

Apart from that, nobody has ever described me in a third person context, maybe words like "smart" and one of my tutors even called me the guy from Good Will Hunting even though I am not Will Hunting from Good Will Hunting but he thought I was, atleast. I seemingly don't have the greatest view of myself, whereas in actuality, people are just nice and friendly and not everyone hates you for unknown reasons. I guess I'm a perfectionist and it kind of hurts, but sometimes it is a good thing.

SoyGOY yap thread

 

[nazi_femboys_won1488]

A girl told me i looked scary and threatening because i always look at people like i want to push them away.

 

[Dr. Cobson (PhD)]

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• unpredictable
• reserved
• hesitant
• absent-minded
• "on autopilot"
• irritable
• "poor morale"
• fixated
• rigid
• distant

Somebody called me brown once... it never left my mind. (it was my grandmother)

 

[ukrainian_chad]

lacking emotions and "on fent"

 

[Itransheartblox]

Mentally unstable

 

[Gem Control]

A girl told me i looked scary and threatening because i always look at people like i want to push them away.

Of course people are gonna be scared when they see a man wearing all black and shades indoors with a single earbud emanating a green light from his body

 

[ukrainian_chad]

Somebody called me brown once... it never left my mind. (it was my grandmother)

this is like that documentary where mother monkey hates baby monkey

 

[Dr. Cobson (PhD)]

>this is like that documentary where mother monkey hates baby monkey

 

[Gem Control]

hates baby monkey

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

 

[Dr. Cobson (PhD)]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Ban for being a foodist and advocating bmt

 

[Gem Control]

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>I'm an hero or however the loli is blacked

 

[calmjak]

who even interacts with people irl?

 

[nazi_femboys_won1488]

Of course people are gonna be scared when they see a man wearing all black and shades indoors with a single earbud emanating a green light from his body

ok i was unironically scared when i read the comment because i unironically have black sunglasses and have nothing but black shirts and pants. so i though i was about to get 'za d geg

 

[Gem Control]

ok i was unironically scared when i read the comment because i unironically have black sunglasses and have nothing but black shirts and pants. so i though i was about to get 'za d geg

I'm your boss and I know where you live buddy

 

[ukrainian_chad]

ok i was unironically scared when i read the comment because i unironically have black sunglasses and have nothing but black shirts and pants. so i though i was about to get 'za d geg

L drip

 

[nazi_femboys_won1488]

L drip

wearing all black is cool though. it looks good with my white skin

 

[Itransheartblox]

wearing all black is cool though. it looks good with my white skin

Blud thinks that he is steve with that drip

 

[nazi_femboys_won1488]

Blud thinks that he is steve with that drip

I am glowmaxxing actually