i should be getting off of risperidone within the next month. i hate to act like a foid in a 'cord vent channel but i hate that i was so naive and didnt realize that jewdrug has made me want to kill myself every day for like 2 1/2 years. it's an antipsychotic, one of the most powerful ones, and they prescribed it to me for "irritability associated with autism". im not denying that i got angry sometimes, but i finally did some research and asked some friends and they told me it's complete fucking poison. i dont have schizophrenia, im not bipolar, yet those fuckers put me on it when i was fucking 16 just because id get angry sometimes. i hate psychiatry jews so much, i hate mental health grifter niggers, i hate myself for not wanting to do even the slightest of research into what that shit was. oh and i have to take another antipsychotic just to keep my fucking prolactin down. yeah prolactin, the shit that controls fucking breast milk production. feel free to laugh because it's genuinely hilarious, i cant believe we're at this fucking point. oh and this shit takes years off of your life expectancy too. god i cant believe im saying this but this is the first time i've ever wanted to actually load up a 10mm and kill myself. i have no plans on doing it but still.