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my hatred and anger at the federal government is absolutely immeasurable
there is an infinite amount of reasons for some madman to kill a bunch of glowies right now
the amount of suffering and neglect the federal government has caused is immeasurable and although I believe every individual is innocent by themselves at the same time I hold the belief that any group, organization or institution that is a branch of or associates themselves with the United States federal government deserve to die for their hand in the horrific crimes they have committed towards the people of the United States and the world as a whole
hurricane helene ruined the lives of millions of Americans and the glowie retards in the big office buildings think it is an appropriate time to spend the tax money (OUR money, not theirs) meant for hurricane aid to give to the governments of other countries
why isn't anybody doing anything?
 
sometimes it feels like just as I'm about to kill myself or go missing something good happens and I get another reason to keep living
it is just pixels on a computer screen but getting to have doll as a username today was fun and it made me realize not all is bad
I still don't know where to go from here, but it's better than ending up on a missing persons list or ending up 6 feet under
thank you God for keeping me alive and giving me miracles to keep me motivated and (somewhat) happy
 
if you don't believe me i can dm you the news articles
shits hard sometimes, thank you for the support
I refuse to search up things about my town online because the news article or YouTube videos about my friend usually ends up coming up, I hate being reminded about the severity of it.
 
also i've been thinking about making gun replicas for the fuck of it, specifically an AK or some other rifle from the cold war since i made one for a school project last year
pics related
except maybe this time either exclusively out of wood or maybe wood and metal, cardboard is flimsy as shit and it was a hassle to bring to school because i didn't want people to think it was a real gun and pull the alarm
my history teacher said he'd take the blame if administration got mad about it (they did)
other students liked it or wanted to hold it and some of them were worried or just looked at me funny
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I refuse to search up things about my town online because the news article or YouTube videos about my friend usually ends up coming up, I hate being reminded about the severity of it.
luckily she lived 25 miles away but the news articles always come up whenever i look up her town
she lived in a really nice and really quiet suburban town and the residents around her were shocked because it's one of the nicest places in the state
every time i read the articles i only feel sadness or rage
i remember the day i found out i tried clicking an article trying to see if it was actually her and i got bombarded with advertisements and it made me fucking enraged because i realized they weren't reporting because they cared about this, they reported it because they wanted money
 
absolute libtard energy worse than average canadian school
i live in massive two shits of course it's liberal here
>muh GUNS R SCAWY!!!! CARDBOARD GUN??? ERRMMM CHUDDY THATS HECKIN PROBLEMATIC
when i get older im gonna go up to new hampshire or maine so i can shoot guns and do cool shit without tranny liberals telling me it's scary and a threat to democracy
 
oh funny happening of the day
some tweaking crackhead was singing his heart out at the train station and when he finished he said some insane shit like "I'M BLACK BUT I SOUND WHITE NIGGER" and me and my friends were laughing our fucking asses off from across the damn train station
what a creature geg
 
progress report came in and I have an F in math and my parents tore into me for it
at least I'll be getting my roids soon + I gained 10 pounds
I was actually scared that I lost weight but I got a pleasant surprise this morning [wholesome]
 
progress report came in and I have an F in math and my parents tore into me for it
at least I'll be getting my roids soon + I gained 10 pounds
I was actually scared that I lost weight but I got a pleasant surprise this morning [wholesome]
I'm doing pretty good in my college composition class though
shredded at 190 perhaps?
ALSO MORE LIFE UPDATES
wrestling coach sent an email back I'll be joining the team for the winter might post more about that soon
 
this blue haired pooner xey/xem was someone i talked to not often but enough to where i knew things about her
update on her as of today
she got me a little gift which was nice, made my day
maybe i'm being a tad bit harsh with this but excluding politics and the interrupting she's okay sometimes
i think about a couple days ago she was feeling really under the weather and had no money to buy a caffeinated drink to get her up and running again so i brought her to the 7/11 by our school and got her something
i guess she IS kinda my friend i don't hate her as much as i did before this year
 
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