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today was oddly bittersweet
i havent hit legs in MONTHS i'm gonna decimate my entire lower body today lets just HOPE i dont have to worry about walking to the bus stop tomorrow
anyway class got cancelled today so i got to throw snowballs at my 2 closest friends for like 45 minutes at the park with nobody there it was fucking awesome
its nice to have a close small circle that you can be comfortable around and not walk on eggshells around
i explained the whole ordeal i had with everyone else and they took my side completely
i'm so glad i got friends like them
 
I am now 180(?) lbs. I dunno if that’s accurate cause my scale sucks and I have god awful vision but it was between 175-180 leaning to 180 and my scale is off by 3lbs. I might have to start cutting down on weight since Ramadan is coming up soon. Not ready at all but I’ll manage
 
i still can't believe i'm 180lbs now. i've been under 175lbs for so long now. it's ridiculous how far i've gotten.
i used to be so skinny and everyone used to make fun of me for it and now i'm bigger than the people who made fun of me when i was fresh out of middle school.
i have come to love and hate my body at the same time in a weird fusion of the two. i'm glad i made it this far and i plan on continuing until i reach 200lbs at the very least. i'm proud of myself for dragging myself to this point. i can't imagine how happy I'll be when I hit the big 200.
 
8doe said:
i still can't believe i'm 180lbs now. i've been under 175lbs for so long now. it's ridiculous how far i've gotten.
i used to be so skinny and everyone used to make fun of me for it and now i'm bigger than the people who made fun of me when i was fresh out of middle school.
i have come to love and hate my body at the same time in a weird fusion of the two. i'm glad i made it this far and i plan on continuing until i reach 200lbs at the very least. i'm proud of myself for dragging myself to this point. i can't imagine how happy I'll be when I hit the big 200.
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MY TEACHER GAVE ME AN EXTENSION IN THE CLASS I WAS FAILING IN LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
 
What’s up with all the bittersweet days recently? Sometimes something great happens and then later in the evening I get hit with some shit that tanks my mood and doesn’t go away until the next morning.
 
8doe said:
>give money to homeless guy after he said it was his birthday (it’s my sisters birthday today too)
>get on train
>same guy gets on opposite train car
>he’s smoking crack
Whoever this is I hope you overdose
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Back at my old neighborhood, I'd pass these homeless people on my walk to work and give them some cash when I had it on hand.
One day, right before closing, they came into my store all fucked up on (presumably) xanax or heroin... I felt so ashamed and retarded, fuck them.
 
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