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Chesnaught
adfe said:
Chesnaught could you reveal the answers already?
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Soygoy said:
Real men confess unanonymously
When I first joined, I put up a mask and lied about who I was to try and get people to like me because I'm somewhat desperate for friendship, respect and validation. I actually don't like soyjaks or soy culture at all and am only here as a result of finding the anthro thread which was recommended to me while I was still browsing /trash/ and drawing for trash and after I was kicked out of Discord and unable to start a community with anyone. For a while I was alone and I felt like I had no idea who I was or what I was interested in, but every time without fail, it's the anthro community that for some reason, I gravitate towards. Since a lot of things have happened, I have started to notice that the primary residents of the anthro threads happen to be the most kindest, most respectful and genuinely most nicest users on this site and affiliated sites and as such I no longer feel the need to dodge the responsibility of being myself.

I went against a lot of users, from Smittical to princessparkles in an attempt to get some sort of validation from the users of this site that I would consider to be the most prominent, for a while, I gained the respect of many by hosting servers and creating stuff like Soyjak Wright, but ultimately as time goes on, their relevancy dwindles. This is noticable by the fact that nobody seems to talk about HWABAG anymore or care for that matter.

Ultimately, I feel like I've realized that the only thing I can do to stop being so miserable is to be myself, and as such I've noticed that I've contributed so much to a community that probably does actually care about me to the point where I still see people talking about me, when I thought that they would just forget about me, I even see some of my creations that I have made anonymously pop up from time to time and just recently, I decided to contribute to the Frootniversary event. With all of this considered, and the new identity which I created during the frootniversary event, I've decided that ultimately, I hate "Soygoy" and everything soy related and I dislike the reputation that I have garnered for myself and the name, it's gotten so bad that old memories of mine could have their old usernames swapped out for "Soygoy" and in my mind it would still be accurate, I knew when that happened that I had to change and now I want to be known as simply "s." or "sss5sss555s5s5s5", a username with a basis on silliness, inspired by something like Ullillilia.

So to summarize, I've put myself in an ultimatum where I can be miserable trying to get the validation of people who want nothing more than to troll me, or I can be myself and be like users on this site, who I idolize, people like Malzy_Moo, who just do what they do without caring about what others think. I could either be miserable, or be like Malzy_Moo and just be more and more of myself and do things that I enjoy doing, talk with people that I enjoy talking to, and for once, I might even get closer or as far as making a few friends, that is if I prioritize those kind and respectful people. Even MarioMan, I have somewhat softened up to, sure he has his flaws, but MarioMan is also a source of inspiration to me as he continues to do what he does without caring about what other people think.

I used to take this site way too seriously, so much so that I wanted to be the king of it, or be the most popular user on the site and for a while I actually thought I was, but it's not until now that I realized that I had fallen on my own sword or ensnared myself with my own curse to realize that being a people pleaser means you can't be yourself and as a result of me trying to inject more and more aspects about myself, e.g the fpe stuff, people started to hate me more and more and I can no longer bother to even interact with the trolls. I pretty much have a lot of people on ignore right now, and all of them usually have a Soy face profile picture, except for Chesnaught, who is completely fine.

Come september 19th 2024, I will be allowed to change my username to "s."
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Soygoy said:
I feel like a big reason why I even gravitate towards the anthro stuff is due to the community's strong anti-trash and anti-goon morals and their somewhat amazing capacity for creative talent and general capacity for empathy, respect and kindness. It is probably better for me to orbit around other weird autists than it is trying to pretend to be some furfag killing gemerald who saved the schlog o algo.

I'm not the best at drawing, but I'm not the worst either and for that, that is something that I am okay with settling on.
I feel like this is something I have to confess because for the longest time I have been depressed and I feel like maybe this is something I've always wanted to get off of my chest.
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Soygoy said:
Not really, I just assumed everybody already knew, but the issue was that for some reason, I was afraid, I was afraid of people knowing for some reason. Perhaps because it would shatter my image, my pride, my ego, it would destroy what people thought of me, but now it doesn't matter, now I want nothing more than to just be myself and see where it takes me. I know I'm going to get a lot of hate for that, but I was at the bottom anyways, so if people can't handle me as myself or if they don't like me being myself, then I don't have to interact with them, period. Yeah, I like cool anthropomorphic animal stuff and I like drawing anthros and anything animal related really, it's something that I've found myself really enjoying doing.

That is not me. If you know me, then you'd know that I like to write out my thoughts as elegantly as possible, without being limited by well, a word limit.

Yeah, but what are you gonna do about it?
Are you also going to be like the others and bully me for being myself? Or are you just going to embrace people's differences, and maybe be more of yourself too?
I mean hey, even ROOT is a "furfag" so
smugjak
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Soygoy said:
I'm not a degenerate, but at this point I can't afford to care about what people think about me if I've tried grasping for validation and it all came crumbling down anyways.
Smittical honestly deserves to be unbanned bro did nothing wrong.
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Soygoy confession be like
>yeah i used to post in the blacked loli anthro threads on /trash/, i used discord before but they banned me because they are racist or something. i dont like soy jacks because they remind me of myself because i am an embarrasing 4cuckpedo fail WAAAAAaa
>i said other users were banned and made projects to quell my gender dysphoria but nobody cares about my shitty projects WAAAA
>i thought people would heckin FORGET ABOUT ME when i was posting 300 messages a day because im just so MISERABLE AND FORGETTABLE WAAAAAA
>malzy moo is more of a real woman than ill ever be and she doesnt care about what bigoted chudcels think about her WAAAAA IM SO MISERABLE WAAAAA
>i used to take this site way too seriously (trust me, i dont now even though i write snca about snca and suck the dicks of the jannies and act like im a janny even though im not one) and i ignore everyone who has soy jacks as their pfp because they dont accept trans women like me WAAAA
 
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adfe said:
Soygoy confession be like
>yeah i used to post in the blacked loli anthro threads on /trash/, i used discord before but they banned me because they are racist or something. i dont like soy jacks because they remind me of myself because i am an embarrasing 4cuckpedo fail WAAAAAaa
>i said other users were banned and made projects to quell my gender dysphoria but nobody cares about my shitty projects WAAAA
>i thought people would heckin FORGET ABOUT ME when i was posting 300 messages a day because im just so MISERABLE AND FORGETTABLE WAAAAAA
>malzy moo is more of a real woman than ill ever be and she doesnt care about what bigoted chudcels think about her WAAAAA IM SO MISERABLE WAAAAA
>i used to take this site way too seriously (trust me, i dont now even though i write snca about snca and suck the dicks of the jannies and act like im a janny even though im not one) and i ignore everyone who has soy jacks as their pfp because they dont accept trans women like me WAAAA
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kek xe really said all this
 
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adfe said:
Soygoy confession be like
>yeah i used to post in the blacked loli anthro threads on /trash/, i used discord before but they banned me because they are racist or something. i dont like soy jacks because they remind me of myself because i am an embarrasing 4cuckpedo fail WAAAAAaa
>i said other users were banned and made projects to quell my gender dysphoria but nobody cares about my shitty projects WAAAA
>i thought people would heckin FORGET ABOUT ME when i was posting 300 messages a day because im just so MISERABLE AND FORGETTABLE WAAAAAA
>malzy moo is more of a real woman than ill ever be and she doesnt care about what bigoted chudcels think about her WAAAAA IM SO MISERABLE WAAAAA
>i used to take this site way too seriously (trust me, i dont now even though i write snca about snca and suck the dicks of the jannies and act like im a janny even though im not one) and i ignore everyone who has soy jacks as their pfp because they dont accept trans women like me WAAAA
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i was gettin them vibes a long time ago nigga. he the definition of a punk-ass bitch with no spine. if you told him to jump off a cliff, he wouldn't just do it, he'd write an essay about why it's based
 
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