/calm/ Anonymous Confession Thread

[Chesnaught]

Go post 'em

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[dataminedandproud]

bro everyone sleeping RN

 

[Chesnaught]

bro everyone sleeping RN

Yeah but now I know you confessed the last thing because you posted here at the same time

Anyway, they'll wake up eventually.

 

[dataminedandproud]

Yeah but now I know you confessed the last thing because you posted here at the same time

It wasn’t doe

 

[Chesnaught]

It wasn’t doe

Soicaca....

 

[Chesnaught]

bump

 

[ISTANBUL]

failthread KEK

 

[Chesnaught]

failthread KEK

Fail even doe I've gotten tons of answers on the poll and the point is to confess, not to post a bunch of schloggy derail slop gemmerinoes

 

[ISTANBUL]

Fail even doe I've gotten tons of answers on the poll and the point is to confess, not to post a bunch of schloggy derail slop gemmerinoes

Tons of answers even doe it's not hard to spam strawpolls

 

[Chesnaught]

Tons of answers even doe it's not hard to spam strawpolls

You'd know because all of the confessions are you samefagging

 

[Soygoy]

Real men confess unanonymously
When I first joined, I put up a mask and lied about who I was to try and get people to like me because I'm somewhat desperate for friendship, respect and validation. I actually don't like soyjaks or soy culture at all and am only here as a result of finding the anthro thread which was recommended to me while I was still browsing /trash/ and drawing for trash and after I was kicked out of Discord and unable to start a community with anyone. For a while I was alone and I felt like I had no idea who I was or what I was interested in, but every time without fail, it's the anthro community that for some reason, I gravitate towards. Since a lot of things have happened, I have started to notice that the primary residents of the anthro threads happen to be the most kindest, most respectful and genuinely most nicest users on this site and affiliated sites and as such I no longer feel the need to dodge the responsibility of being myself.

I went against a lot of users, from Smittical to princessparkles in an attempt to get some sort of validation from the users of this site that I would consider to be the most prominent, for a while, I gained the respect of many by hosting servers and creating stuff like Soyjak Wright, but ultimately as time goes on, their relevancy dwindles. This is noticable by the fact that nobody seems to talk about HWABAG anymore or care for that matter.

Ultimately, I feel like I've realized that the only thing I can do to stop being so miserable is to be myself, and as such I've noticed that I've contributed so much to a community that probably does actually care about me to the point where I still see people talking about me, when I thought that they would just forget about me, I even see some of my creations that I have made anonymously pop up from time to time and just recently, I decided to contribute to the Frootniversary event. With all of this considered, and the new identity which I created during the frootniversary event, I've decided that ultimately, I hate "Soygoy" and everything soy related and I dislike the reputation that I have garnered for myself and the name, it's gotten so bad that old memories of mine could have their old usernames swapped out for "Soygoy" and in my mind it would still be accurate, I knew when that happened that I had to change and now I want to be known as simply "s." or "sss5sss555s5s5s5", a username with a basis on silliness, inspired by something like Ullillilia.

So to summarize, I've put myself in an ultimatum where I can be miserable trying to get the validation of people who want nothing more than to troll me, or I can be myself and be like users on this site, who I idolize, people like Malzy_Moo, who just do what they do without caring about what others think. I could either be miserable, or be like Malzy_Moo and just be more and more of myself and do things that I enjoy doing, talk with people that I enjoy talking to, and for once, I might even get closer or as far as making a few friends, that is if I prioritize those kind and respectful people. Even MarioMan, I have somewhat softened up to, sure he has his flaws, but MarioMan is also a source of inspiration to me as he continues to do what he does without caring about what other people think.

I used to take this site way too seriously, so much so that I wanted to be the king of it, or be the most popular user on the site and for a while I actually thought I was, but it's not until now that I realized that I had fallen on my own sword or ensnared myself with my own curse to realize that being a people pleaser means you can't be yourself and as a result of me trying to inject more and more aspects about myself, e.g the fpe stuff, people started to hate me more and more and I can no longer bother to even interact with the trolls. I pretty much have a lot of people on ignore right now, and all of them usually have a Soy face profile picture, except for Chesnaught, who is completely fine.

Come september 19th 2024, I will be allowed to change my username to "s."

 

[Soygoy]

Real men confess unanonymously
When I first joined, I put up a mask and lied about who I was to try and get people to like me because I'm somewhat desperate for friendship, respect and validation. I actually don't like soyjaks or soy culture at all and am only here as a result of finding the anthro thread which was recommended to me while I was still browsing /trash/ and drawing for trash and after I was kicked out of Discord and unable to start a community with anyone. For a while I was alone and I felt like I had no idea who I was or what I was interested in, but every time without fail, it's the anthro community that for some reason, I gravitate towards. Since a lot of things have happened, I have started to notice that the primary residents of the anthro threads happen to be the most kindest, most respectful and genuinely most nicest users on this site and affiliated sites and as such I no longer feel the need to dodge the responsibility of being myself.

I went against a lot of users, from Smittical to princessparkles in an attempt to get some sort of validation from the users of this site that I would consider to be the most prominent, for a while, I gained the respect of many by hosting servers and creating stuff like Soyjak Wright, but ultimately as time goes on, their relevancy dwindles. This is noticable by the fact that nobody seems to talk about HWABAG anymore or care for that matter.

Ultimately, I feel like I've realized that the only thing I can do to stop being so miserable is to be myself, and as such I've noticed that I've contributed so much to a community that probably does actually care about me to the point where I still see people talking about me, when I thought that they would just forget about me, I even see some of my creations that I have made anonymously pop up from time to time and just recently, I decided to contribute to the Frootniversary event. With all of this considered, and the new identity which I created during the frootniversary event, I've decided that ultimately, I hate "Soygoy" and everything soy related and I dislike the reputation that I have garnered for myself and the name, it's gotten so bad that old memories of mine could have their old usernames swapped out for "Soygoy" and in my mind it would still be accurate, I knew when that happened that I had to change and now I want to be known as simply "s." or "sss5sss555s5s5s5", a username with a basis on silliness, inspired by something like Ullillilia.

So to summarize, I've put myself in an ultimatum where I can be miserable trying to get the validation of people who want nothing more than to troll me, or I can be myself and be like users on this site, who I idolize, people like Malzy_Moo, who just do what they do without caring about what others think. I could either be miserable, or be like Malzy_Moo and just be more and more of myself and do things that I enjoy doing, talk with people that I enjoy talking to, and for once, I might even get closer or as far as making a few friends, that is if I prioritize those kind and respectful people. Even MarioMan, I have somewhat softened up to, sure he has his flaws, but MarioMan is also a source of inspiration to me as he continues to do what he does without caring about what other people think.

I used to take this site way too seriously, so much so that I wanted to be the king of it, or be the most popular user on the site and for a while I actually thought I was, but it's not until now that I realized that I had fallen on my own sword or ensnared myself with my own curse to realize that being a people pleaser means you can't be yourself and as a result of me trying to inject more and more aspects about myself, e.g the fpe stuff, people started to hate me more and more and I can no longer bother to even interact with the trolls. I pretty much have a lot of people on ignore right now, and all of them usually have a Soy face profile picture, except for Chesnaught, who is completely fine.

Come september 19th 2024, I will be allowed to change my username to "s."

I feel like a big reason why I even gravitate towards the anthro stuff is due to the community's strong anti-trash and anti-goon morals and their somewhat amazing capacity for creative talent and general capacity for empathy, respect and kindness. It is probably better for me to orbit around other weird autists than it is trying to pretend to be some furfag killing gemerald who saved the schlog o algo.

I'm not the best at drawing, but I'm not the worst either and for that, that is something that I am okay with settling on.
I feel like this is something I have to confess because for the longest time I have been depressed and I feel like maybe this is something I've always wanted to get off of my chest.

 

[ILoveCoals]

Real men confess unanonymously
When I first joined, I put up a mask and lied about who I was to try and get people to like me because I'm somewhat desperate for friendship, respect and validation. I actually don't like soyjaks or soy culture at all and am only here as a result of finding the anthro thread which was recommended to me while I was still browsing /trash/ and drawing for trash and after I was kicked out of Discord and unable to start a community with anyone. For a while I was alone and I felt like I had no idea who I was or what I was interested in, but every time without fail, it's the anthro community that for some reason, I gravitate towards. Since a lot of things have happened, I have started to notice that the primary residents of the anthro threads happen to be the most kindest, most respectful and genuinely most nicest users on this site and affiliated sites and as such I no longer feel the need to dodge the responsibility of being myself.

I went against a lot of users, from Smittical to princessparkles in an attempt to get some sort of validation from the users of this site that I would consider to be the most prominent, for a while, I gained the respect of many by hosting servers and creating stuff like Soyjak Wright, but ultimately as time goes on, their relevancy dwindles. This is noticable by the fact that nobody seems to talk about HWABAG anymore or care for that matter.

Ultimately, I feel like I've realized that the only thing I can do to stop being so miserable is to be myself, and as such I've noticed that I've contributed so much to a community that probably does actually care about me to the point where I still see people talking about me, when I thought that they would just forget about me, I even see some of my creations that I have made anonymously pop up from time to time and just recently, I decided to contribute to the Frootniversary event. With all of this considered, and the new identity which I created during the frootniversary event, I've decided that ultimately, I hate "Soygoy" and everything soy related and I dislike the reputation that I have garnered for myself and the name, it's gotten so bad that old memories of mine could have their old usernames swapped out for "Soygoy" and in my mind it would still be accurate, I knew when that happened that I had to change and now I want to be known as simply "s." or "sss5sss555s5s5s5", a username with a basis on silliness, inspired by something like Ullillilia.

So to summarize, I've put myself in an ultimatum where I can be miserable trying to get the validation of people who want nothing more than to troll me, or I can be myself and be like users on this site, who I idolize, people like Malzy_Moo, who just do what they do without caring about what others think. I could either be miserable, or be like Malzy_Moo and just be more and more of myself and do things that I enjoy doing, talk with people that I enjoy talking to, and for once, I might even get closer or as far as making a few friends, that is if I prioritize those kind and respectful people. Even MarioMan, I have somewhat softened up to, sure he has his flaws, but MarioMan is also a source of inspiration to me as he continues to do what he does without caring about what other people think.

I used to take this site way too seriously, so much so that I wanted to be the king of it, or be the most popular user on the site and for a while I actually thought I was, but it's not until now that I realized that I had fallen on my own sword or ensnared myself with my own curse to realize that being a people pleaser means you can't be yourself and as a result of me trying to inject more and more aspects about myself, e.g the fpe stuff, people started to hate me more and more and I can no longer bother to even interact with the trolls. I pretty much have a lot of people on ignore right now, and all of them usually have a Soy face profile picture, except for Chesnaught, who is completely fine.

Come september 19th 2024, I will be allowed to change my username to "s."

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD biggest reveal in human history

 

[ISTANBUL]

Real men confess unanonymously
When I first joined, I put up a mask and lied about who I was to try and get people to like me because I'm somewhat desperate for friendship, respect and validation. I actually don't like soyjaks or soy culture at all and am only here as a result of finding the anthro thread which was recommended to me while I was still browsing /trash/ and drawing for trash and after I was kicked out of Discord and unable to start a community with anyone. For a while I was alone and I felt like I had no idea who I was or what I was interested in, but every time without fail, it's the anthro community that for some reason, I gravitate towards. Since a lot of things have happened, I have started to notice that the primary residents of the anthro threads happen to be the most kindest, most respectful and genuinely most nicest users on this site and affiliated sites and as such I no longer feel the need to dodge the responsibility of being myself.

I went against a lot of users, from Smittical to princessparkles in an attempt to get some sort of validation from the users of this site that I would consider to be the most prominent, for a while, I gained the respect of many by hosting servers and creating stuff like Soyjak Wright, but ultimately as time goes on, their relevancy dwindles. This is noticable by the fact that nobody seems to talk about HWABAG anymore or care for that matter.

Ultimately, I feel like I've realized that the only thing I can do to stop being so miserable is to be myself, and as such I've noticed that I've contributed so much to a community that probably does actually care about me to the point where I still see people talking about me, when I thought that they would just forget about me, I even see some of my creations that I have made anonymously pop up from time to time and just recently, I decided to contribute to the Frootniversary event. With all of this considered, and the new identity which I created during the frootniversary event, I've decided that ultimately, I hate "Soygoy" and everything soy related and I dislike the reputation that I have garnered for myself and the name, it's gotten so bad that old memories of mine could have their old usernames swapped out for "Soygoy" and in my mind it would still be accurate, I knew when that happened that I had to change and now I want to be known as simply "s." or "sss5sss555s5s5s5", a username with a basis on silliness, inspired by something like Ullillilia.

So to summarize, I've put myself in an ultimatum where I can be miserable trying to get the validation of people who want nothing more than to troll me, or I can be myself and be like users on this site, who I idolize, people like Malzy_Moo, who just do what they do without caring about what others think. I could either be miserable, or be like Malzy_Moo and just be more and more of myself and do things that I enjoy doing, talk with people that I enjoy talking to, and for once, I might even get closer or as far as making a few friends, that is if I prioritize those kind and respectful people. Even MarioMan, I have somewhat softened up to, sure he has his flaws, but MarioMan is also a source of inspiration to me as he continues to do what he does without caring about what other people think.

I used to take this site way too seriously, so much so that I wanted to be the king of it, or be the most popular user on the site and for a while I actually thought I was, but it's not until now that I realized that I had fallen on my own sword or ensnared myself with my own curse to realize that being a people pleaser means you can't be yourself and as a result of me trying to inject more and more aspects about myself, e.g the fpe stuff, people started to hate me more and more and I can no longer bother to even interact with the trolls. I pretty much have a lot of people on ignore right now, and all of them usually have a Soy face profile picture, except for Chesnaught, who is completely fine.

Come september 19th 2024, I will be allowed to change my username to "s."

I feel like a big reason why I even gravitate towards the anthro stuff is due to the community's strong anti-trash and anti-goon morals and their somewhat amazing capacity for creative talent and general capacity for empathy, respect and kindness. It is probably better for me to orbit around other weird autists than it is trying to pretend to be some furfag killing gemerald who saved the schlog o algo.

I'm not the best at drawing, but I'm not the worst either and for that, that is something that I am okay with settling on.
I feel like this is something I have to confess because for the longest time I have been depressed and I feel like maybe this is something I've always wanted to get off of my chest.

Wordwordswords
couldn't you have made a 1 sentence confession in the poll and added t. soygoy at the end?

 

[ILoveCoals]

Wordwordswords
couldn't you have made a 1 sentence confession in the poll and added t. soygoy at the end?

tldr he's a furfag GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG

 

[Soygoy]

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD biggest reveal in human history

Not really, I just assumed everybody already knew, but the issue was that for some reason, I was afraid, I was afraid of people knowing for some reason. Perhaps because it would shatter my image, my pride, my ego, it would destroy what people thought of me, but now it doesn't matter, now I want nothing more than to just be myself and see where it takes me. I know I'm going to get a lot of hate for that, but I was at the bottom anyways, so if people can't handle me as myself or if they don't like me being myself, then I don't have to interact with them, period. Yeah, I like cool anthropomorphic animal stuff and I like drawing anthros and anything animal related really, it's something that I've found myself really enjoying doing.

Wordwordswords
couldn't you have made a 1 sentence confession in the poll and added t. soygoy at the end?

That is not me. If you know me, then you'd know that I like to write out my thoughts as elegantly as possible, without being limited by well, a word limit.

tldr he's a furfag GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG

Yeah, but what are you gonna do about it?
Are you also going to be like the others and bully me for being myself? Or are you just going to embrace people's differences, and maybe be more of yourself too?
I mean hey, even ROOT is a "furfag" so

 

[SoytanEnthusiast]

Real men confess unanonymously
When I first joined, I put up a mask and lied about who I was to try and get people to like me because I'm somewhat desperate for friendship, respect and validation. I actually don't like soyjaks or soy culture at all and am only here as a result of finding the anthro thread which was recommended to me while I was still browsing /trash/ and drawing for trash and after I was kicked out of Discord and unable to start a community with anyone. For a while I was alone and I felt like I had no idea who I was or what I was interested in, but every time without fail, it's the anthro community that for some reason, I gravitate towards. Since a lot of things have happened, I have started to notice that the primary residents of the anthro threads happen to be the most kindest, most respectful and genuinely most nicest users on this site and affiliated sites and as such I no longer feel the need to dodge the responsibility of being myself.

I went against a lot of users, from Smittical to princessparkles in an attempt to get some sort of validation from the users of this site that I would consider to be the most prominent, for a while, I gained the respect of many by hosting servers and creating stuff like Soyjak Wright, but ultimately as time goes on, their relevancy dwindles. This is noticable by the fact that nobody seems to talk about HWABAG anymore or care for that matter.

Ultimately, I feel like I've realized that the only thing I can do to stop being so miserable is to be myself, and as such I've noticed that I've contributed so much to a community that probably does actually care about me to the point where I still see people talking about me, when I thought that they would just forget about me, I even see some of my creations that I have made anonymously pop up from time to time and just recently, I decided to contribute to the Frootniversary event. With all of this considered, and the new identity which I created during the frootniversary event, I've decided that ultimately, I hate "Soygoy" and everything soy related and I dislike the reputation that I have garnered for myself and the name, it's gotten so bad that old memories of mine could have their old usernames swapped out for "Soygoy" and in my mind it would still be accurate, I knew when that happened that I had to change and now I want to be known as simply "s." or "sss5sss555s5s5s5", a username with a basis on silliness, inspired by something like Ullillilia.

So to summarize, I've put myself in an ultimatum where I can be miserable trying to get the validation of people who want nothing more than to troll me, or I can be myself and be like users on this site, who I idolize, people like Malzy_Moo, who just do what they do without caring about what others think. I could either be miserable, or be like Malzy_Moo and just be more and more of myself and do things that I enjoy doing, talk with people that I enjoy talking to, and for once, I might even get closer or as far as making a few friends, that is if I prioritize those kind and respectful people. Even MarioMan, I have somewhat softened up to, sure he has his flaws, but MarioMan is also a source of inspiration to me as he continues to do what he does without caring about what other people think.

I used to take this site way too seriously, so much so that I wanted to be the king of it, or be the most popular user on the site and for a while I actually thought I was, but it's not until now that I realized that I had fallen on my own sword or ensnared myself with my own curse to realize that being a people pleaser means you can't be yourself and as a result of me trying to inject more and more aspects about myself, e.g the fpe stuff, people started to hate me more and more and I can no longer bother to even interact with the trolls. I pretty much have a lot of people on ignore right now, and all of them usually have a Soy face profile picture, except for Chesnaught, who is completely fine.

Come september 19th 2024, I will be allowed to change my username to "s."

>guy who doxxes degenerate is a degenerate
Every fucking time.

 

[poom]

Yeah, but what are you gonna do about it?
Are you also going to be like the others and bully me for being myself? Or are you just going to embrace people's differences, and maybe be more of yourself too?
I mean hey, even ROOT is a "furfag" so

Yeah this better be a troll

 

[Chesnaught]

tldr he's a furfag GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG

and you're suddenly not?

 

[Soygoy]

>guy who doxxes degenerate is a degenerate
Every fucking time.

I'm not a degenerate, but at this point I can't afford to care about what people think about me if I've tried grasping for validation and it all came crumbling down anyways.
Smittical honestly deserves to be unbanned bro did nothing wrong.