Schizo Chris Griffin 'logging

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The whole „rant post“ yesterday was pure bait just making it clear and the whole shitfling with pepsiman was coordinated. anyways
I woke up 2h before my alarm im so done for 💔
and i keep having dreams about the same person [doctos]
get out of my head, literally, i wanna go back to having dreams about fighting terrorists
 
small entry
The whole „rant post“ yesterday was pure bait just making it clear and the whole shitfling with pepsiman was coordinated. anyways
I woke up 2h before my alarm im so done for 💔
and i keep having dreams about the same person [doctos]
get out of my head, literally, i wanna go back to having dreams about fighting terrorists
naww really?

oh gee, i couldn't tell
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To be HONEST nothing new or merely interesting is happening. The only ongoing thing is fighting small snca addictions like a faggot. Its also snowing for some reason, it was WARM last week and now there is huge piles of snow EVERYWHERE. Ive stopped caring about things as much, idk if thats a glimpse of maturity kicking into my head or im just lazy, but i worry less about anything now. It has a downside though, im late on my college work in literally EVERYTHING. Ive been trying to remember to thank god for food and other stuff, sometimes i remember sometimes i dont but it helps give some sort of meaning day to day. Have also felt very neutral towards my irl friends, which is new, usually im very excited to see them, but they have been acting very sad ev&oe nothing has happened from what ik. Been thinking a lot about future plans also and what would be the best tactic to get maximum success and profit, out of that i will get happiness or something, but thats like IN THE FAR AWAY FUTURE. So Im not gonna think about it even more since idk whats gonna happen next year or the year after that or tmrw even
 
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words words words words words words words words words words words words words words i feel very APATHETIC WORDS WORDS WORDS WORDS
To be HONEST nothing new or merely interesting is happening. The only ongoing thing is fighting small snca addictions like a faggot. Its also snowing for some reason, it was WARM last week and now there is huge piles of snow EVERYWHERE. Ive stopped caring about things as much, idk if thats a glimpse of maturity kicking into my head or im just lazy, but i worry less about anything now. It has a downside though, im late on my college work in literally EVERYTHING. Ive been trying to remember to thank god for food and other stuff, sometimes i remember sometimes i dont but it helps give some sort of meaning day to day. Have also felt very neutral towards my irl friends, which is new, usually im very excited to see them, but they have been acting very sad ev&oe nothing has happened from what ik. Been thinking a lot about future plans also and what would be the best tactic to get maximum success and profit, pit of that i will get happiness or something, but thats like IN THE FAR AWAY FUTURE. So Im not gonna think about it even more since idk whats gonna happen next year or the year after that or tmrw even
Didn't read but chad react because SNCAwall or however the oblivious is unclear
 
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