STUPID FUCKING RETARD YOU GOT BTFOD SO HARD YOU DUMB POONER FAGGOT TRANNY NIGGER I HOPE YOU POON OUT SO YOU REALIZE YWNBAM AND YOU FUCKING KILL YOURSELF
Do i pick up smoking again
I really need something to be addicted to/rely on im starting to think too much again and its making me spiral and i dont want to be a NIGGER FAGGOT FUCK THATS GAY. im weak or something i transheart running away from my problems the moment it becomes too much
anyway, im omw home from the airport rn. Being in china for 4 days was cool, i liked it. Esp the last day that i spent at the arcade playing rhythm games. I also ended up buying some clothes which is fucking amazing. Honestly I dont regret going there, it was and is still exhausting recovering from travelling and shit but for a work trip - i felt like it would be much worse. Im hoping to be able to get to my apartment today and not tmrw i need time away from people irl it becomes too much after a while. Im not going to college tomorrow, i will try to take it easy and then on Wednesday get back to assignments and shit. Other than that I dont know what to say about what I did in China that was interesting, because work is gay and boring.