Every fucking time that I open my mouth I say something that embarrasses myself. EVERY. SINGLE. FUCKING. TIME. And it's not like I don't think before I speak; I do, yet I still choose to say retarded shit. Everywhere I go, I'm the weird kid. I don't know why but I have an attention whore complex that makes me say out-of-pocket shit. I FUCKING HATE IT! A few days ago, a floormate of mine correctly guessed I was autistic JUST BY SEEING THAT I CAN'T STOP SAYING OUTTA POCKET SHIT (he said that he had family members "with my same condition")! Just yesterday, I asked the guy at the political activism club stand if he knew what Zamint was, and that it would be up his alley. I FUCKING HATE NOT HAVING A FILTER