This practically is the only social media I use, apart from Steam and YouTube, but I've kind of graduated in terms of a member after the ban, realizing once again that I don't fit in with most members, and that's okay. I feel like I fell off, in a good way. I don't have to worry so much about things anymore, I unshackled my chains and I can now fly freely.
And what does that mean?
It means you love BBC.
Well to summarise, I kept trying to fit into spaces like I wasn't the weird kid, even though I am the weird kid everywhere I go and I can't change that.
You may not intend on fitting in with us, but that makes you fit in with us even more in a weird way
People call me all sorts of things, like a hostile offsiter, hostile onsiter, a dangerous threat to soy culture, it's whatever.
In a weird way it does. I'm starting to get used to it, I suppose. These people who hurl insults at me are not the people I need to be picking fights with, they're just kids and I need to learn to grow up. Kids always act this way, I'm not gonna stop em. I'm not hip with the kids either. I used to get so triggered at people telling me to kill myself, but now it's honestly wrapping back around to just being something I can look at and not care for. To the point where I might start unignoring people now because it's actually just not bothering me anymore.
