Shit No One Cares About My social anxiety is so bad I don't ever want to date or whatever. I just want to NEET and LDAR.

[n9wiff]

Can't even order food without my heart racing.

Can't even go into VC with my own high-school friends on the Discord

Can't even collect food delivery, tell the guy to leave it on the pillar, wait till he's gone, then get it like a retard.

I don't want to shoot for success. I don't want to get married because I'll probably piss myself on that day. I just want to stay at home, work minimum wage and live off rotting. I CBA with life anymore.

It's fucking over. I am talentless and low IQ as fuck too, can't do well in academics or whatever. I'll cope with getting a degree to make sure I have some sort of qualification and then see what I can do from there.

 

[ISTANBUL]

What country do you live in?

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

Grow up-Tate.

 

[n9wiff]

What country do you live in?

Malaysia

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

Malaysia

>Malaysia

 

[n9wiff]

>Malaysia
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Don't project you're insecurities to me, you probably live either in a shithole or a shithole within a good country.

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

Don't project you're insecurities to me, you probably live either in a shithole or a shithole within a good country.

 

[ISTANBUL]

Malaysia

Yikes
How did it turn out this way? I thought third worlders were usually extroverted o algo

 

[ILoveCoals]

you're

*your

 

[n9wiff]

Yikes
How did it turn out this way? I thought third worlders were usually extroverted o algo

Malaysia is not that under-developed compared to most countries. I've been in both Singapore and Malaysia, and Malaysia is far better. Many Koreans and Japs and chinese millionaires also migrate or retire here. One of the greatest countries to live in within Asia. High QOL, very safe.

I live in one of the best cities too + I am upper-class

 

[baqqrih]

Your struggles in this life are severe and terrible, and you have my sympathy. Still, what I will say is that you should still hold onto the immortal hope of Jesus' gift of salvation that He's given us, because this life is just the beginning to your soul's eternal existence. Don't fall into dread and despair for all of time, because there is still something great to look forward to.

 

[ILoveCoals]

Malaysia is not that under-developed compared to most countries. I've been in both Singapore and Malaysia, and Malaysia is far better. Many Koreans and Japs and chinese millionaires also migrate or retire here. One of the greatest countries to live in within Asia. High QOL, very safe.

I live in one of the best cities too + I am upper-class

If that's the case, then you'll probably regret just NEETing.

 

[n9wiff]

Your struggles in this life are severe and terrible, and you have my sympathy. Still, what I will say is that you should still hold onto the immortal hope of Jesus' gift of salvation that He's given us, because this life is just the beginning to your soul's eternal existence. Don't fall into dread and despair for all of time, because there is still something great to look forward to.

I am not religious but I did a buy a Bible today.

I also coincidentally was thinking about the existence of some greater force while I was eating. I just though the idea of everything happening to lead to my consciousness is so crazy and coincidental to form such a beautiful but ruthless illusion controlled by hormones, neuro-chemistry and vain attachments.

Truly something else. I had this thought while eating a medium rare steak and I just stopped chewing and stared at my fork for a few minutes I think.

So self aware yet I can't just control myself into feeling better, brutal innit?

 

[NekoRightsActivist]

I am upper-class

Once again another privileged faggot
At least you can neet worrying free.

 

[n9wiff]

If that's the case, then you'll probably regret just NEETing.

What other choice do I have. People around me are so vain and depressing to talk to.

All they do is talk about the expensive cars they have, their designer clothes, music artists I've never heard about, gossip etc.

I can't find anyone like me.

Humans are supposed to be social, therefore I am a disgusting genetic defect. That's the harsh truth.

 

[ISTANBUL]

Your struggles in this life are severe and terrible, and you have my sympathy. Still, what I will say is that you should still hold onto the immortal hope of Jesus' gift of salvation that He's given us, because this life is just the beginning to your soul's eternal existence. Don't fall into dread and despair for all of time, because there is still something great to look forward to.

 

[n9wiff]

Once again another privileged faggot
At least you can neet worrying free.

I never took that for granted, currently I am eating at expensive restaurants, ordering food delivery, plating games and buying random shit with my dad's money.

If I was poor, I would have no choice but to suffer. Life is ultimately just ratpiss, don't you agree? Unfair and cruel.

 

[baqqrih]

I am not religious but I did a buy a Bible today.

I also coincidentally was thinking about the existence of some greater force while I was eating. I just though the idea of everything happening to lead to my consciousness is so crazy and coincidental to form such a beautiful but ruthless illusion controlled by hormones, neuro-chemistry and vain attachments.

Truly something else. I had this thought while eating a medium rare steak and I just stopped chewing and stared at my fork for a few minutes I think.

So self aware yet I can't just control myself into feeling better, brutal innit?

I am glad you've had such a revelation. The start to you feeling better could certainly be through God's word. Are you planning on starting anywhere within it particularly, like at a certain book, or one of the Gospels, or an epistle? Do you know a bit about scripture already?

 

[n9wiff]

I am not religious but I did a buy a Bible today.

I also coincidentally was thinking about the existence of some greater force while I was eating. I just though the idea of everything happening to lead to my consciousness is so crazy and coincidental to form such a beautiful but ruthless illusion controlled by hormones, neuro-chemistry and vain attachments.

Truly something else. I had this thought while eating a medium rare steak and I just stopped chewing and stared at my fork for a few minutes I think.

So self aware yet I can't just control myself into feeling better, brutal innit?

For reference I bought the NIV translation. I am not sure about what the different translations correlate to @baqqrih

But I thought about just buying it because of the strong feelings I had today.

 

[n9wiff]

I am glad you've had such a revelation. The start to you feeling better could certainly be through God's word.

Maybe this was really a sign for me to look to a higher power. I've always been intrigued by Christ himself for some unbeknownst reason.

The start to you feeling better could certainly be through God's word. Are you planning on starting anywhere within it particularly, like at a certain book, or one of the Gospels, or an epistle? Do you know a bit about scripture already?

I unfortunately have no idea but I have some time right now dedicated to researching the scripture. Do you have any points for me to base my research on?