idk im not having an agp-related episode atm but if i need a place to rant about it it is going to be here(i am not going to talk about it with my college friends)
alright thing is, your mom probably consume something that has estrogen in it or that you have porn addiction or both. my reccomendation are to ignore those thoughts, just ask your father or any of your (conservative) male authority figure (e.g your priest,your uncle or even a local soldier/policeman) about your problem