I don't want a relationship. I don't want to have sex with woman. I am not interested but I am treated like I am denied. It feels nasty like they pretend that I am rejected.
The simp society is insane. What the fuck can you do? I have stigma being insulted for not wanting a dog. I don't want a dog. Women are like dogs. But I want only the reptile.
This world is fucking pathetic.
relationships aren't real anyways half of that shit is just fiction, all you have to do is go outside to realize that.
it also appears through strange fantasies on the internet, they're made by real people, but they're ultimately fiction.
in this world, it's only you, which is why i personally think it's better to just care about yourself and not worry about what others think.
because there's nobody around you to care for except for yourself and nobody to love you except for yourself.
you have to value what really matters to you, is it society, is it temporary gf fantasies, is it porn addiction?
i think it's you that you should care about, there is no such thing as friendship or love, it's just CIA propaganda for normies.
focus on succeeding in your goals, other people don't matter, they're just NPCs, i had that realization when I walked to the shop the other day.
i couldn't tell if i was barely awake, or if everything genuinely wasn't real, 100% of the people around you don't matter, maybe i'm also an NPC.
shit felt like a movie or a dream or something, my perception of reality has warped that now the outside world is a videogame.
it gives me all the confidence i need though, i dont get emotional, i dont care about others, because they're not real, it's all preprogrammed or some shit.
it sounds schizo but in some ways its true, that's what employees are, people turned into robots to run programs to serve customers for an ingame currency.
i dont think this world has a main character, if it did, then it's god, i suppose.
i dont know where im going with this, i think that in this world theres a lot of things that just dont matter as much as you think they do.
shit is like a sandbox videogame, man, it's garry's mod, you can say whatever the hell you want, do anything, it don't matter.
i wouldn't recommend trying to get into any relationship at all, if you're like me, you'll lose interest quickly, have you ever seen the amazing digital circus?
i know you're probably gegging right now, its shit, i know, but i do remember one thing stands out, their entire existence is just larping.
in some ways, that is my existence, everyday is a new journey, a new activity, something more to do, more people to troll, more fun to have.
more videos to watch, more projects to engage with, more people to please, more to disappoint, that's just life.
there's nothing more and nothing less than that. i wouldn't even mind going to prison because nothing would really change, just the environment.
getting a girlfriend would be pointless, friends can easily be lost, all you got thats permanent in your life is you
wait why am i being serious i forgot im an apple that rapes peoples mothers
i mean has sex with. consensually.
