It's confusing right?

[Pfizer_Biggest_Supporter]

But regardless you know perfectly when you don´t feel well, all of your body physically and mentally makes you know it
you feel tired with fatalist thinking that feeling that everything is lost that nothing will be the same, you torture yourself remembering a past experience that didn't even feel like a good moment but compared to how you're feeling now, you could say……

you were happy without knowing it….