Let me say I hate long blogpostings on the sharty. but recently over the days ive seen neutralplier so much on the sharty that im starting to like him.
I think hes the cutest soyjak out there. His big chubby cheeks are so ridiculous that ive started to view them as cute in a way. I just want to squeeze his adorable cheeks with my hands and hug him. Honestly I use neutralplier for everything now. My parents reconzie the image because I send it to them so much when im texting them(They call it the bald man guy and tell me why im posting it). I just want to squeeze his cute chubby cheeks so much. If I had to imagine his voice it would likely be something nerd like in a adorable fashion like this (youtube.com/watch?v=5ffLIJrYEJ8). I see him so much that I start to view him as a person rather than a drawing. Hes become like a figure to me, like my dad but if he didnt do drugs and get divorced(selfish little fuck). Im not gay but sometimes when I hit my pp(which is really big btw) ill get random intrusive thoughts of him, now ill normally try to say "EW WTF is wrong with me" and pass it off as another intrusive thought, but ive been getting it so much that ive slowly stopped thinking that. Last night since it was the last day before no nut november I hit my pp like 4 times. however When I hit post nut clarity at nut number 3, I began to think of him, and instead of saying "What the fuck no why the fuck would I think of that". I didnt..... for the first time I didnt feel disgust.... but my pp acutally hardened OF THE THOUGHT OF A BALD BLACK AND WHITE DRAWING OF A DUDE. about an hour later when I snapped out of post nut clarity and realized what had happened back there I felt mortified, like actual fear, I told my parents what had happened but they laughed at me(they tell me that and im not making this up "obessed with these drawings. She thinks I use them ALL the time and theyre corrupting me" shes an actual obsessed fnf pedo who actually uses the word obsessed. ). I cant believe im saying this. And while writing this I could not help but think of him either
does anyone else feel like this. Im calling this "neutralplier attraction syndrome". You see the ugly drawing, but the more you see it it plauges you in and you start to like it
I think hes the cutest soyjak out there. His big chubby cheeks are so ridiculous that ive started to view them as cute in a way. I just want to squeeze his adorable cheeks with my hands and hug him. Honestly I use neutralplier for everything now. My parents reconzie the image because I send it to them so much when im texting them(They call it the bald man guy and tell me why im posting it). I just want to squeeze his cute chubby cheeks so much. If I had to imagine his voice it would likely be something nerd like in a adorable fashion like this (youtube.com/watch?v=5ffLIJrYEJ8). I see him so much that I start to view him as a person rather than a drawing. Hes become like a figure to me, like my dad but if he didnt do drugs and get divorced(selfish little fuck). Im not gay but sometimes when I hit my pp(which is really big btw) ill get random intrusive thoughts of him, now ill normally try to say "EW WTF is wrong with me" and pass it off as another intrusive thought, but ive been getting it so much that ive slowly stopped thinking that. Last night since it was the last day before no nut november I hit my pp like 4 times. however When I hit post nut clarity at nut number 3, I began to think of him, and instead of saying "What the fuck no why the fuck would I think of that". I didnt..... for the first time I didnt feel disgust.... but my pp acutally hardened OF THE THOUGHT OF A BALD BLACK AND WHITE DRAWING OF A DUDE. about an hour later when I snapped out of post nut clarity and realized what had happened back there I felt mortified, like actual fear, I told my parents what had happened but they laughed at me(they tell me that and im not making this up "obessed with these drawings. She thinks I use them ALL the time and theyre corrupting me" shes an actual obsessed fnf pedo who actually uses the word obsessed. ). I cant believe im saying this. And while writing this I could not help but think of him either
does anyone else feel like this. Im calling this "neutralplier attraction syndrome". You see the ugly drawing, but the more you see it it plauges you in and you start to like it
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