plushie fucker
2024 oldGOD
i woke up at 3 this morning (a weirdly common occurrence ever since i started taking antidepressants) laid in bed and tried to sleep until 9. got up and took my antidepressants and ate half a bagel (antidepressants have also decreased my appetite which isnt so bad !) i watched my younger brother while watching the walking dead. i did that until around 10 when my mom came back home, we cleaned around the house and i did a bit of schoolwork before my computer died. i texted my friends that i didnt have energy to text for a few hours, scrolled and posted on tumblr and scrolled on pinterest for a bit listening to music, went out to the woods and took a nap but i heard something and got so scared i almost passed out so i went home, when i got home i cleaned some bones i got like a month ago and just havent gotten around to cleaning (two deer skulls, some random bones, and a bunch of stray spine bones), kept them in a mixture of bleach and water, watched my baby brother while my mom got my other brother from school, cleaned up and watched my siblings while my mom made dinner and my dad did teaching stuff, took my birth control, ate dinner and am now watching the walking dead again