Nihilma
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Update !!!!!!
I mean not really a huge update but yeah so I had a realization of sorts
I actually don't like psychology that much like it's interesting you tell me this part of the brain activates when we stimulate this sense or something like that and I go ooooooh but you're never gonna find me actively searching up psychology stuff, listening to podcasts about psychology or reading books about it like that's torture for me.
Like it's an interesting subject but it isn't my passion I think.
I realize that I have no hype to go learn stuff about psychology, and most of my time spent in my free time, if it isn't relaxation, it's usually spent learning about theology and stuff. I love theology.
So I'm pondering finishing this year and packing my things. Honestly college is a weird thing, I'm not sure I'm too fond of it. Even for a guy like me who gets to study for a grand total of zero dollars since I live in France, like it's honestly just a waste of my time I think.
I don't know what to do next though, I have two big choices :
- Either I go full on into theology and become a pastor after studying for a while
- Or I join my father and mother in their restaurant project.
I've inherited the love for cooking of my father and I probably live in the best country to start a restaurant, I also have some experience and again great learning opportunities eveywhere around me.
But I'm very much an intellectual guy, not to mean I'm smart in any way but I like thinking, reading, writing, debating and stuff. And my long dream has been to write stuff. So I don't know if cooking will give me enough time to do this.
I'm a bit perplexed, what do the few of you guys who care think ?
I mean not really a huge update but yeah so I had a realization of sorts
I actually don't like psychology that much like it's interesting you tell me this part of the brain activates when we stimulate this sense or something like that and I go ooooooh but you're never gonna find me actively searching up psychology stuff, listening to podcasts about psychology or reading books about it like that's torture for me.
Like it's an interesting subject but it isn't my passion I think.
I realize that I have no hype to go learn stuff about psychology, and most of my time spent in my free time, if it isn't relaxation, it's usually spent learning about theology and stuff. I love theology.
So I'm pondering finishing this year and packing my things. Honestly college is a weird thing, I'm not sure I'm too fond of it. Even for a guy like me who gets to study for a grand total of zero dollars since I live in France, like it's honestly just a waste of my time I think.
I don't know what to do next though, I have two big choices :
- Either I go full on into theology and become a pastor after studying for a while
- Or I join my father and mother in their restaurant project.
I've inherited the love for cooking of my father and I probably live in the best country to start a restaurant, I also have some experience and again great learning opportunities eveywhere around me.
But I'm very much an intellectual guy, not to mean I'm smart in any way but I like thinking, reading, writing, debating and stuff. And my long dream has been to write stuff. So I don't know if cooking will give me enough time to do this.
I'm a bit perplexed, what do the few of you guys who care think ?