NT
Decommissioned
or what used to be called asperger's.
i got diagnosed at 15 and now that i'm 19 i'm still having a hard time determining whether or not it's a bullshit label. i had a fairly normal childhood all the way to the end of middle school.
my last year of middle school got cut short due to covid and looking back it feels like something happened between march and october of 2020. when i started high school (a month late because i was in an outpatient treatment thing) everything kinda fell apart and i basically lost my ability to function normally. i forgot how to have conversations, how to read people, and started becoming obsessed with my hobbies as a way to cope. there's lots of other le autism symptoms in there but i dont feel like listing them.
so maybe the giant break made me lose my skills. "late onset" autism isnt a real thing of course...
and i ended up getting diagnosed with ASD level 1 (le high functioning) in november of 2020. i stayed miserable for most of high school, until my senior year where i started acting more like a normal (if somewhat quiet and timid) kid. i dont even acknowledge the autism anymore and ive never used it as a crutch or excuse.
im wondering if maybe i got misdiagnosed and it was a teenage phase i guess
sorry for the word salad
i got diagnosed at 15 and now that i'm 19 i'm still having a hard time determining whether or not it's a bullshit label. i had a fairly normal childhood all the way to the end of middle school.
my last year of middle school got cut short due to covid and looking back it feels like something happened between march and october of 2020. when i started high school (a month late because i was in an outpatient treatment thing) everything kinda fell apart and i basically lost my ability to function normally. i forgot how to have conversations, how to read people, and started becoming obsessed with my hobbies as a way to cope. there's lots of other le autism symptoms in there but i dont feel like listing them.
so maybe the giant break made me lose my skills. "late onset" autism isnt a real thing of course...
and i ended up getting diagnosed with ASD level 1 (le high functioning) in november of 2020. i stayed miserable for most of high school, until my senior year where i started acting more like a normal (if somewhat quiet and timid) kid. i dont even acknowledge the autism anymore and ive never used it as a crutch or excuse.
im wondering if maybe i got misdiagnosed and it was a teenage phase i guess
sorry for the word salad