if you think that's bad check out what became of WPD after they got banned from reddit and made their own site, it's pretty fucking weird and disturbing the shit they have going on there
cordniggers were spamming csam on /soy/ one night and it was up for like 3 hours pretty disgusting stuff (albeit this isn't a rare event)
also that coinjak video that has csam audio
did you spawn back in? you should have the journal on you, go into the cave area and equip the journal while standing over the clover thing on the ground