I honestly wish I didn't go to college. I'd rather have some simple warehouse job than spend 3-4 years doing physics and engineering homework to end up unemployed with debt.
I read the Bible during my cringe "trad" phase when I was 16 and I've forgotten most of it but there are some cool parts. The New Testament is much more interesting to read than the old one.
I started reading "The Glorious Cause" by Robert Middlekauff a month ago but I got like 30 pages in and haven't been reading lately because I'm a lazy nigger