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I have to leave for a while. Despite everything, things are going badly, and I need to focus to avoid the worst. The problem is my motivation, and I suspect I have to turn to bad habits again. Toiling just to be able to keep the everyday life you despise is hard, I know that no matter how I'm...

At least it makes sense why destiny wanted an open relationship now; its easier to hookup with homosexuals than women, also explains why his ex was so concerned about it and left him for a swedish twink.

Dreamt again, a long one but I can only remember a few moments. Starts off with Joe Biden railing against "taxpayer piggies" who he thinks do not deserve any sympathy. This transitions into him narrating a man squatting behind a chair with a naked woman sitting on it. The pair proceed to have...

I have a small Bialetti and its lasted me a good time, drank from it since my 'eens. Best thing about it is that you dont need filters, coffee pods or something, just ground beans, so its cheaper.

ITT: post music you like, but cannot understand.

I'd act as if I'm going to ask her out, then go "So, uh, d-do you, uh, wanna be m-my friend?" I'd guilt-trip her into going to the movies with me because I'm alone and have no fwends. (Major point of failure here is that the cinema needs to be playing kino, I'm not watching goyslop) Afterwards...

Fawn is a really bad tranny name, same caliber as "lilith" o algo. At least put in some effort.

Two topics today, a dream (because I had one again), and SNCA. Dream: I was standing around in dark room with a couple of buddies, surrounding a small rectangular table with a bunch of really old walkman, wires and a mic. One tape recorder played instrumentals while the other recorded that and...

Assad, mostly just because he doesnt persecute ethnic minorities which helps in calming things down -> less refugees. The problem with Syrian opposition is that they're a) Sunni radicals, b) Kurd ethnonationalists, c) progressive retards. The problem with group A is the terrorism and genocide...

They are silent up on that wall, your dialectics same as your morality a schizophrenic delusion, every word remains unanswered but you insist on living with portraits of the dead, when you can masturbate just fine on your own. Will you ever leave your goddamn room? See where the rubber meets the...

Unhinged rant. For as long as I've cultivated my reason I've come no closer to the truth of the matter. All the mathematics cannot compute the rightful Order, and the essays I've written so far - well-reasoned, logically sound - do not even comprise a fraction of its' totality. It might be...

Weird dream I barely remember. I was in college again and we visited some industry fair, me the boys and others I didnt know. Among those extra's there were two black guys, one hiding a speaker in his bag and blasting black music. I was bored so I got high (niggerweed and a lil something...

Funny method of solving 3rd degree equations so remember ax^2+bx+c=0 -> A(x+B)^2+C=0? I have a theory any 3rd-order polynomial can be rewritten as A(x+a)^3+B(x+a)^2+C(x+a) Ax^3+3Aax^2+3Aa^2x+Aa^3+Bx^2+2Bax+Ba^2+Cx+Ca -> (A)x^3+(3Aa+B)x^2+(3Aa^2+2Ba+C)x+(Aa^3+Ba^2+Ca) = t(x+u)(x+v)(x+w) ((the...

Have you heard of this type of headline? "In twenty years, X city will be underwater, climate research suggests." There's an obvious problem with it, with all research like it, The Model Problem. In this study the earth has been (computer) modeled, this model is then subjected to an increase in...

It is, though. When you seek out a wife/sexual partner, well-adjusted, normal people will compare prospective partners to their mother in the case of men, and too their father in the case of women. For any given female she desires a sexual partner equal to or better than her own father, not...

I'm embarrassed to admit the "meet Sam Hyde"-dreams are a kind of genre. Again, this is an old one, but I actually remember it somewhat so unlike the previous one I can elaborate. I'm applying for my dream job working for Sam Hyde, I meet him in some office wearing a beanie and dressed like a...

Old dream I wrote down: I'm eating. Breakfast? I think so. Cooked eggs but I have to pee. A young woman is sitting next to me, my age, a totally average girl. Blonde or dark hair? Cant remember. I ask her to keep my egg warm while I go pee. When I return she is squatting naked on the couch, on...