From what I remember, I wanted to have an athletic build and be very hairy. But I didn't really want to change my personality because "why should my transness enforce gender roles?"
I think that was a subconscious cope though because I am dogshit at LARPing as a man, so I hoped testosterone would do the job for me and mentally masculinize me.
I think that was a subconscious cope though because I am dogshit at LARPing as a man, so I hoped testosterone would do the job for me and mentally masculinize me.