there’s not a fetish lol. someone who collects old playboy magazines doesn’t have a fetish for the contents on them because he can just search that up in porn websites.
hrt is inherently super dangerous and i feel like especially when it’s made in those impoverished countries as cheap hrt or “diy” hrt it can seriously damage the body and i feel like in a couple of decades people are gonna be like “why did we ever make or use this”
if i did ever obtain tools for transitioning i wouldn’t use them on myself but would at least do independent tests to the best of my ability, there’s something super fishy with the cheap ones.