By golly, dude. Please, find at least one other thing to do with your time. Start climbing trees or hiking, just something to get away from the hubbub of the modern world every once and a while. Maybe you could start a garden.
Maybe the political books. They belong to my grandfather and I'm set to inherit them once he dies. I never read the math books because I genuinely do not understand the concept they bring. On page one I am already lost.
Guns.
It's a rulecucked shithole so I can't have anything. Shame. All my hobbies are either extremely expensive or outlawed because of our liberal government.
It's Brazil. There's a ginormous tree outside my apartment window. Nature is everywhere. Hiking is hard because I live in a city and every possible path is overtaken by a sprawling favela OR costs plenty money because some obsessed landowner put a price on it
Darn, that's unfortunate, too. I'm trying to figure out what the heck else you could find to occupy your time, but it seems your conditions of life are quite poor for that sort of thing. You have my sympathy.