You don't need to think that way. Just because you're a shut in doesn't mean you aren't normal. You don't need validation from others. You're good the way you are
it's certainly not good to look down on oneself; nothing is gained from that but I know I could do better for myself
i'm still sick w/ a disease so i can't go to the gym at 6 AM to get my testosterone levels up by rinning fast for 30 mins