Which part is confusing you? I can elaborate.
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Fortuna
Soyteen Liker
"You refuse to try and lose weight because it feels pointless when your oneitis keeps calling you fat."
The sentence structure here confuses me
The sentence structure here confuses me
Fortuna
I am calling out the fact that you refuse to lose weight (because you think it is pointless) even though it would make you more attractive in the eyes of your oneitis.
Soyteen Liker
Oh I see. I guess I'm more in love with him from a distance rather than actually possessing him as a partner
Fortuna
So you think you're in love with the ideal version of him, but not the actual version of him?
Soyteen Liker
I'm not sure. I think I love what I know about him but not quite to possess.
Fortuna
What do you mean by possess?
Soyteen Liker
As in, be my boyfriend. Sorry, that was unclear.
Fortuna
So you don't want to date him?
Soyteen Liker
No actually. I don't get romance o algo, it feels like the only man I need is the one inside me
Fortuna
So you like him because he's an external projection of yourself?
Soyteen Liker
I guess so but it's not even myself but who I wish I was
Fortuna
Well I think you should just ignore him because that's really unhealthy.
Soyteen Liker
Yeah I considered ignoring him but I feel more restless/directionless/empty without someone like him
8doe
if it comes down to it talking to someone on here is an option
i'm available if need be, don't be afraid to reach out to me or whatever or something like that yeah
i'm available if need be, don't be afraid to reach out to me or whatever or something like that yeah
Fortuna
Well you're not meant to be someone else. You're meant to be yourself. That entails not skinwalking other people. Without him maybe you can develop your own personality further.
Soyteen Liker
it's more than personality doebeit, idk how to explain it especially since I'm pretty sleepy atm
Fortuna
Like body?
Soyteen Liker
No like, psyche or something idk. Think ima call it a night. See ya around Fortuna
Fortuna
Bye.