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Can I hashtag vent to anyone here? I don't know who doebeit since baqqrih has been troubled and I don't want to bother him

Overthinking it massively

No, I mean, it's been a pattern in my life before and it can get FAR uglier and nastier

Holding back on saying things because of what other people will say in response?
I'm not really sure I understand, feel free to elaborate.

No no I mean it will put pressure on certain people and maybe even come across as manipulative and guilt trippy

Why would it? Has anyone told you it has or is it just your own assumptions about how people take it?

Okay fine. I wanted to tell Soygoy I don't want to hurt him and some other stuff but my mind twists it and makes me legitimately scary to some people. I can't imagine how I would go about it without inevitably revealing something even worse.

Brb