Honestly im probably gonna leave tjis shitty site. I only joined the ‘sphere cuz im a girl and if i act like a pooner and admit that i am in fact a girl that i will get attention from it. I dont actually like ‘jaks or culture here, nor have i ever really interacted with any of this shit before i found out this is an incel meltingpot. I really just wanted to be liked by guys (because im ignored irl and the only male attention i get is from pooners) but everyone just constantly simps for terry or liker and Im left in the fucking dark??? I dont get it am I too manly??? Im tall, I try to dress nicely, be my own self and as honest as i can - and well im not ugly by any means, at least i think so. I also put effort into being feminine, at least irl. WHAT ELSE DO MEN WANT??? I can troon out if that helps im genuinely so fucking lonely at this point and I know I have been venting a lot about feeling shit but this is one of the main contributors. I REALLY didnt want to admit this and not ever post about it but I have a feeling that if i do it i will keep on trying to get people to pay attention to me in vain. I have had crushes on people here and i still do crush on some, but no matter how many times in interact with them, no matter how i dm them NOBODY FEELS THE FUCKING SAME. forgive me for ranting but this is my last fucking hope. I think i will ropemaxx if i dont get in a relationship before summer, even if its faggot edating. Im too desperate, girlchud moment or smthn.
